think?â She paused. Then she looked at me. âYouâre new here. Unlike most of our lawyers, you came in with experience trying felony cases. We took a chance that youâd be able to mesh with our system.â âI appreciate that.â âOn the plus side, youâre not afraid to bring a hopeless case to trial. Youâve proved you can win against the odds. Donât get a big head about that. Any lawyer who canât work miracles wonât last long.â âOkay.â I didnât say that I wasnât planning to last any longer than I had to. It was moments such as this that made me determined to be my own boss. âSo youâre over the first hurdle. Youâve got talent. But do you have judgment?â I tried to play off the question, but my response fell flat. âNo oneâs ever accused me of that.â âWith your backstory, I imagine youâve learned a lesson or two.â I remembered Jordan examining my scars, the light touch of her fingers on my belly. âI never learn. If Iâd learned anything, Iâd be sitting in some cubicle downtown, reviewing documents for fifty bucks an hour. Iâm here because I try criminal cases and youâve got a steady supply.â âYouâre all messed up by Jordanâs death. I can see it in your eyes. Youâre here, but youâre not here.â âIâm all right.â âNo, youâre not. I heard about what happened in Department Eighteen yesterday. You think thatâs competent representation, a lawyer who drifts off midsentence?â Iâd thought Iâd gotten away with the mess Iâd made of the prelim. Iâd convinced myself it didnât matter. âI wasnât as prepared as I should have been.â âYou werenât a lot of things you should have been.â âJordan and I won the case together. If our relationship is the problem â¦â âIâm trying to figure out what the problem is. A lawyer on my staff is dead and her client will soon be going to prison for it. Obviously, something went very wrong.â âVery wrong or very right. Either we were wrong about Rodriguez or we were right about himâthat the police arrested and charged the wrong man. And now itâs happening again, except this time the real killer planned that Rodriguez would confess.â Gabriela studied me for a moment. âI want you to take leave. Youâll need to see a doctor, bring me a medical certification. Youâre not thinking clearly and I donât want you representing clients in this state.â I thought Iâd argue but I was ready to go. âFine.â âYouâre not Rodriguezâs lawyer anymore. Now weâre on the other side. Iâm sure you can think of half a dozen theories why he might not be guilty, or why he shouldnât be held criminallyresponsible, but thatâs not your job.â A different concern passed through her eyes. âHave you been in contact with Rodriguezâs new lawyer about this?â âAll she has to do is read the file. All my theories are there.â âSheâd have to get it first.â âShe hasnât requested it?â âEverything but the evidence is our work product. We donât give up work product without a court order. So far, no court has ordered me to turn it over.â âSheâll get it from the DA, wonât she?â âNo warrant has been served. The minute one is, weâll file a motion to quash it. We have the papers ready to file. I doubt itâll come to that.â âIâm sure Chen and Cole would love to sift back through our file and figure out what we were hiding from him. But youâre telling me theyâre too lazy to serve the warrant?â Her eyes narrowed. âIâve earned a lot of credit at the DAâs office. Not just for winning cases, going toe-to-toe