that depressed me. No matter what the answers to my questions were, they couldnât bring Jordan back, and Iâd long since quit believing in the usual idea of justice.
âWhere we going, man?â the guy finally said when the meter hit fifteen dollars. We were somewhere in the Sunset.
Instead of answering, I asked if heâd been watching the news.
âI used to listen to the radio all through my shift. I had to give it up. You follow the world too closely, you start to care too much, and sooner or later you end up talking back to these assholes. Started cutting into my tips.â
It was silent as the grave in the cab. I finally gave him Jordanâs address and told him to drive there. When we arrived outside the building I said, âYou picked up a double fare a week ago last Saturday night at this address. One of them was me. You took us to the Seward, and dropped me off there. The young woman whowas with me stayed in the cab when I got out. She had you drive her to another destination.â
âI remember. I was wondering what the fuck she was doing going to a shitty SRO like the place I dropped you off.â
âI need to know where you took her after you left me.â
His fingers drummed a quick riff on the steering wheel. He seemed to be debating with himself. Finally he said, âYouâre lucky I got an easygoing boss. What you did was, you called him up, after heâd already got through dealing with the cops, and evidently you made a very inflammatory comment about me being the last person to see your murdered friend alive. Iâm just the cabbie, man. You canât blame me for what happens to people after I drop them off wherever they want to go.â
âIâm sorry about that, but I
had
to find you.â
âI already talked to the cops. I told them what I know. They already arrested the guy who killed her. He confessed, right? So why should I talk to you? Youâre probably working for the guyâs lawyer, trying to get him off.â
âGet him off
again,â
I corrected. âBelieve me, thatâs not going to happen.â
âThen what do you care?â
âBecause I have to know. Please, just take me where you took her.â
âWeâre already there,â he told me. âI drove her right back here.â
I sank lower into the well-worn seat, turning my head to gaze out the grimy window at her building, which Iâd been inside exactly twice. So sheâd lied to me about the meeting; it was just a ruse to get me out of her bed. Or maybe someone was coming over, someone sheâd wanted to be with that night more than she wanted to be with me.
Or someone she was afraid of, whom she didnât want to know about me.
âDid you notice anything? Anyone lurking around inside?â
âNormally, if itâs a woman alone Iâll watch until sheâs through the door, but that night I didnât. Iâm telling you, man. I didnât see anything, and she didnât say a word to me.â He glanced in the mirror. âYou want to go somewhere else?â
I told him to take me home. Up in my room again, I reviewed what Iâd learned. The story Iâd just heard was consistent with Rodriguezâs confession. I had no reason to believe the driver was lying, though itâd seemed to me that at the last minute, parked in front of Jordanâs place, heâd been about to tell me something important. In any case, nothing he said had made me fear the cops had arrested the wrong man.
I wondered if the police had even gotten a warrant for Jordanâs phone records. With the goal of finding out, my first stop the next morning was Gabrielaâs office. She was writing longhand on a yellow legal pad. I stood there, waiting.
âLeo. Just the man I wanted to see. Come in and close the door.â
I did as she asked. âWhatâd you want to see me for?â
âWhy do you
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