pray and I start pulling off the tender meat, slicing it onto the plates, and adding scoops of potatoes and carrots.
âGoing to set her down to eat?â Natalie asks Rick.
He shrugs. âI can eat one-handed.â
Rick is softening and I love it.
âSo,â Natalie says to me, chewing a bite of bread. âTell me about your huge personal problems that have nothing to do with monthly visitors.â
I growl into my delicious dinner. âUgh. Donât ask.â
âI already did.â
I was still dating Luke when I moved here for college, but it ended fairly soon after. I wasnât super close with Rick and Natalie then. They were spared a lot of the drama.
âThis guy I used to date is back in town,â I say.
âPlease tell me itâs not Michael the Martian,â Rick says around a bite of pot roast.
âThatâs not very nice, and no.â Michael was a little too into space-related things. On our first date, he took me to the planetarium. Which sounds romantic until he made me sit through a four-hour discussion on whether or not some cometâs tail was long enough to be considered a comet.
Or something like that. I think I nodded off six times that night.
âWho?â Natalie asks.
âLuke. And uh, I donât know if you remember or not, but heâs also Laylaâs older brother.â
Natalie swallows and squints at Rick. âI kind of remember that. Tall guy. Dark hair. Really cute?â
I nod.
âI donât see the big deal,â Rick says.
âThatâs so awkward,â Natalie says at the same time. She frowns at Rick. âSeriously?â
âWhat? Theyâre adults. It was what? Five years ago?â
âAround there.â I nod.
âEh.â Rick shrugs. â Hakuna matata .â
I look at Natalie as she shakes her head while stabbing a carrot. âIâm seeing now why he needs me to counsel the kids,â I tell her.
âNo sympathy. No sympathy. Want to know what his Bible college professors said would be his biggest weakness?â
âIâm going to assume the no sympathy.â
âNo sympathy.â Natalie is stuck on repeat. âThey said, âRick, youâve got to learn how to have some sympathy as a youth pastor.ââ
âHey,â Rick says, rising to his own defense. âI have sympathy. In certain cases.â
âLike what?â
âLook.â Suddenly Rick changes into Pastoral Rick. You can see the change like itâs physical. His shoulders get straighter, his posture gets better, his voice gets deeper and more thoughtful.
Itâs very weird, honestly. I glance over at Natalie and sheâs just leveling Rick with a look of annoyance.
âThere is a big difference between sympathy and compassion,â he states. âI have compassion. I have compassion in abundance. But I do not think sympathy is as much of a biblical character trait as others might think.â
âTherefore you donât need it,â Natalie says.
âExactly.â
She is quiet for a minute, chewing a bite of potato. âOur kids are so going to favor me.â
Iâm pretty sure I snorted up some of the carrot.
I get home late. Typical for a night over at Rick and Natalieâs. We always end up getting on some random conversation train, and before I know it, itâs way past my bedtime.
I climb the stairs wearily, unlock my apartment door, and then lock it behind me. Iâd left a lamp on in the living room so I wouldnât be coming home to a dark house.
That creeps me out to no end.
I hurry through my nighttime routine and climb into bed ten minutes later, yawning. I pull my Bible over and on my way to Galatians, I end up in Psalms. I am a big fan of this book of the Bible. There arenât too many other places where the writer just lashes out about everything to God and then praises Him with the next sentence.
Something about that
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