not the kind of thing a man should admit to. Or even think about one way or another. But Iâd say if youâre talking about a national average for men, Iâm in the upper fifty percent.â
She didnât look particularly impressed.
âUpper twenty-five percent,â he amended.
Three out of four men were not as good as him, but the corresponding fact was that one out of four were. She wasnât the slightest bit impressed.
âUpper ten percent?â
He crossed his arms over his chest, worked his mouth as if he were thinking seriously about the matter, all the time wondering whether she wascrazy or if perhaps all the residents of Deerhorn were a little off.
âFive percent is about right,â he said.
She looked out over the lawn, past her own fence to the houses across the street. One or two second-floor lights on, forgotten lawn sprinklers hissing, the insistently sharp smell of a barbecue which had been started with too much fluid.
âAnd you like doing it?â
âSure,â he said. âWho doesnât?â
âDonât be annoyed. Iâm just asking.â
âYouâre asking a lot.â
âYouâre feeling awkward because the bull is giving milk.â
âHuh?â
âItâs a Wisconsin phrase that means that things are the opposite of how they usually are.â
âHow utterly charming,â Adam said dryly. âNow about baby-sittingâ¦â
âIâve still got some more questions.â
âCanât you take cash like a normal babysitter?â
âYou donât want to,â she said flatly.
âI didnât say that,â Adam protested. âIâm just a little confused by the offer. Youâre saying youâll baby-sit Karen for me if I have sex with you?â
âYes. Youâll do for my purposes,â she said. âAnd Iâm perfect for your purposes. Iâll even keep house and leave dinner for you every night. Itâs tough to see a downside.â
She had him there. He looked her up and down. Sure, her dress covered everything that a man in his position would want to see before shaking hands. He would put her in a new dressâhe had always been partial to something black, something low-cut. And heâd give her some heels because all womenâs legs looked better with a bit of a lift. Heâd get her a hairdo a shade more complicated than the black elastic band holding her curls in a ponytail. And heâd give her lipstickâredâperfumeâChanel still did it bestâand a not-so-transactional approach.
Then he remembered himself.
âNo way,â he said.
She looked surprised but not nearly disappointed enough.
âThe people in this town donât look like theyâd take kindly to the idea of a trade-off like this,â he explained. âTheyâd think I was taking advantage of you.â
âI donât intend for people in this town to know.â
âA total secret.â
âCannot tell a soul. Even Karen. Especially Karen.â
âYouâre serious.â
âYes. That would be one of the conditions.â
âWhat are the others? Not that Iâm saying yes, Iâm just interested.â
âYouâd have to understand thereâs no future once you leave town.â
Excuse me, that was his line! One he delivered before a woman came to his bed. Although he tendered it more gently, even with a touch of regret. Stacy was blunt, no-nonsense and crossed her arms over her chest as if to say âDonât even think of bargaining with me over this one, buddy.â
âI donât want to be in your black book. I donât want to hear from you later.â
âMy black book?â
âIt was on your kitchen table. I didnât look past the A s.â
âAny other conditions?â
âNo weird stuff,â she said. âBut I want to try everything. Everything within