friend!â
âGerruso, you say that again Iâll club you to death. We ainât friends.â
âStill, you came back!â
âBlame that on my uncle.â
âYour uncle is nice to me.â
âSure, heâs so worried about you, no doubt.â
âWhy are you shutting the door?â
âI donât want anyone to see me talking to you, stump-finger. Anyway, Iâm not going to talk to you at all.â
âI heard that you decked Pullara.â
âWho told you that?â
âMy cousin Nina.â
The swing started to sway back and forth again. The hollow feeling in the pit of my stomach. My head was spinning. My throat was dry.
To regain control, I forced myself to start talking.
âDid you know that they took me to the gym?â
âTo do what?â
âTo box, worthless piece of crap. I come from a family of boxers: my father, my uncle. But my mother pitched a fit.â
âWhy?â
âI donât know, she said that I gotta study, that she wonât hear of it, that I canât become a boxer, that sort of thing, womenâs talk.â
âAnd so?â
âAnd so, first things first, if she got mad at me thatâs your fault, if you hadnâta cut off your finger, I wouldnât have had to beat up Pullara, and none of this mess woulda happened.â
âThatâs true.â
âI know it.â
âSorry.â
âWell, the damage is done.â
âIâm really sorry.â
âNot as sorry as me. I made a deal with my mother. Really, Umbertino made the deal. I can if I make good grades at school.â
âJesus, thatâs tough.â
âGerruso, Iâm not an idiot like you. Iâve got all my fingers.â
âWhat does that have to do with it?â
âIt matters, it matters. Youâve lost a part of you, you were already an idiot, now youâre more of one.â
âBut, wait, if Iâve lost a part of me, I oughtta be less of an idiot, right?â
âNo.â
âWhy not?â
âWhat did your grandfather do for a living?â
âTraffic cop, same as my dad.â
âThere, itâs obvious that youâre completely hopeless. If youâd had a grandfather who was a cook, like mine, youâd understand the intelligence of fingers.â
âWould you explain it to me?â
âNo.â
âWhy not?â
âYouâre an idiot, you wouldnât understand.â
âRight.â
âHey, stump-finger, you wanna hear something great?â
âYes.â
âI learned to make fried rice balls: arancine !â
âBravo-o-o.â
There wasnât a trace of envy in Gerrusoâs voice. That was too bad: Whatâs the point of telling someone something if it doesnât make them even a little bit envious?
All the same, I explained my grandpaâs lesson to him: before beginning to boil the rice, he had me touch every grain with my fingertips.
âItâs the fingers that recognize the quality of the ingredients,â he had said.
His hands moved with agility, a caress for every ingredient. Then the boiling, the addition of saffron, meat sauce, and peas, the ball rolled in the breading, then the frying, and finally sheer admiration for the way that out of the incandescent oil there emerged an arancina a carne âa little meat orangeâbeautiful, spherical, appetizing, delicious.
âIf you were a friend a mine, Iâd have brought you one, Gerruso.â
âThanks, thatâs nice of you.â
Without warning, the door to the room swung open. Umbertino appeared in the doorway. He had the look of someone who expects to enjoy whatâs about to happen.
âDavidù, see if you can guess whoâs come to the hospital.â
âPullara.â
A quick spark gleamed in the center of his pupils. In the silence that followed, I understood that Iâd given the
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