of Eden. Bah!â
At the village center, I meet my friend Simone.
Sheâs playing hopscotch.
But when she sees me coming,
she drops her marker and walks away.
Why, I wonder?
I follow her.
At first she wonât speak to me, but then she says,
âI canât play with you anymore.
People say you and your mother are really Jewish.
Are you hiding from the Germans?â
Silence.
âYou are, arenât you?â
My mouth drops open,
but no words come out.
Who thinks weâre Jewish?
How did they figure it out?
But I donât have time to think about this.
Not now.
I swallow hard and reply.
âJewish?
How could I be Jewish?
Lots of Christians have left Paris since the war began.
We had no eggs, no meat, no milk, no butter!
We had to hide in bomb shelters at night.
It was awful.
We came here because itâs quiet and peaceful,
and thereâs lots of good food.â
âI
knew
those people were lying,â says Simone.
âYouâre too nice to be Jewish.â
She smiles at me.
âCome on,â she says as she pulls my hand.
âWant to go see my new baby brother?
Heâs the ugliest one yet!â
I feel faint with relief.
For a moment, I can barely see â¦
everything looks blurry, as if weâre under water.
I grab Simoneâs hand and let her pull me along,
blinking until my sight clears.
Who are the people who suspect us? I wonder.
Should I run and tell Mama right now?
No, Iâll act normal, I decide.
Iâll wait until tonight to tell Mama everything.
Attacked
Like all the houses in our village,
Simoneâs house has two rooms.
One has a fireplace and a big table,
and the other a huge carved bed.
Simoneâs thin mother rests in the bed with her sleeping baby.
âLook how blessed I am with all these fine children, Odette!
Simone can keep house and milk cows as well as I can.
I donât know what Iâd do without her!
In fact, I need her today.
Can you take the cows to the pasture this afternoon?â
âOf course,â I say, proud to be asked.
Simone packs ham and rye bread for me for lunch.
She puts it in a satchel with some cider.
âNow, Odette,â says her mother.
âYou know where the cows are, behind the house.
Take them to the stream.
You can keep your cider cool in the deep water there.â
At the stream, the four cows are happy
with all the water, grass, and shade.
After I find a good place to put my cider,
I pick wildflowers for Maryâs altar.
Then I take off my rubber sandals
and wade into the water to look for frogs.
But a sound behind me makes me jumpâis it the cows?
No, itâs the village children marching toward me.
One look tells me theyâre not here to play.
They look like farmers ready to chop down a big tree.
Paul, the big boy who threw stones at the kittens, is the leader.
He has no family.
The old lady he lives with works him too hard,
almost as hard as a grown man.
Simone walks beside him.
I thought she had to help her mother.
Something must have happened.
She looks at me as though sheâs angry,
as though she knows Iâve lied to her.
I stand still and wait for them.
When they come close, the children trap me in a half circle.
âYou thought you could fool us!â shouts Paul.
âWeâre not stupid.
We know if a Jew comes into your house, someone will die.â
âAnd now thatâs happened!â yells a younger boy.
âAs soon as your mother rented that house from my parents,
my brother Marcel got sicker and sicker.
Now heâs dead ⦠just like Jesus.â
So our neighbor Marcel has died.
But that canât be my fault.
Heâs been sick since before I came to the village.
âIâm not Jewish!â I yell back.
âAnd how could I kill Jesus?
Iâm not old enough.â
Paul shouts, âLetâs throw her in the water.
Shove her face under until she