night.
âDee says youâre going to be in town for a while,â Shawn says, as the meal winds down.
âOh, does she?â I ask, giving Dee a wink.
âOh, I uh . . . I was just thinking if you were planning on staying, I know of someplace thatâs hiring. If youâre looking,â Shawn says. The crowd erupts in laughter as Fawn tells a story about Momâs fryer catching fire one time and the drunken denizens of the Drinkers Hall of Fame offering their help by throwing their beer at the flames. Iâm happy for the ringing laughter and Fawnâs hysterical storytelling. I donât know how to answer Shawnâs question. Shawn continues, âThe job is temporary, if that helps.â
âAny job can be temporary,â I say, trying to lighten the mood and move Shawn along.
âBut this job is temporary âcause people canât seem to stand doing it longer than a few months,â Shawn says, looking over at his boys to make sure theyâre not listening. Theyâre not. My curiosity is piqued.
âWhat is it?â I ask.
âI work over at the prison, not the main one in Huntsville, mind you, but the one over in Shineâjust a short piece down the road,â Shawn says. I nod.
âHeâs the captain of the Death House team,â Dee says, her voice a whisper.
âIâm not going to be there much longer, mind,â Shawn says.
âItâs just too hard on him . . . on all of us. Weâre going to get into local law enforcement. Heâs not far off from joining the county sheriffâs,â Dee says proudly, her arm laced around the back of Shawnâs chair.
âSo what would I be doing?â I ask.
âYou know how they make last meals, right?â
âI thought Texas stopped doing that?â I ask. I remember reading the articles about Texas putting a stop to the long-standing tradition because of one particularly disgusting convict gluttonously ordering a decadent last meal and then not touching a bite of it.
âThe new warden is ambitious,â Dee says.
âHe thinks heâs going to be the next W,â Shawn says with rolled eyes.
âHe found some anonymous donor and has proclaimed heâs still going to make the last meals for the condemned,â Dee says.
âThatâs where you come in,â Shawn says, motioning to the full-to-bursting plates on the table.
âYou want me to make the last meals for the condemned? Are you serious?â I ask, my question breaking through the other conversations at the table.
âTheyâd be lucky to have you,â Shawn says, his paw of a hand bringing up his beer bottle and taking a giant swig. Merry Carole is now listening to our conversation. Everyone else is riveted to Fawnâs tall tales. Shawn continues, âJust think about it.â
âI will. I appreciate you thinking of me. Thank you,â I say.
âYou donât have to decide now, either. You go in for the interview, see if itâs even something you want to do, and then you decide,â Dee says.
âItâs creepy though, right?â I ask.
âItâs definitely not for everyone. Shawnâs only been the captain for a few months and heâs just . . . well, weâre ready for him to move on,â Dee says.
âLast meals,â I say, almost to myself.
âIâve always looked at it like, if this is the law, then the least I can do is bring my integrity to the job,â Shawn says.
âHow many meals are we talking?â I ask.
âIâve heard Huntsville can go up to two a week some months. But over at Shine we do more like three or four a month,â Shawn says.
âAnd I neverââ
âYou never even know their names or what theyâve done, Queenie. I mean, you can ask, but itâs not information you have to know. You get an order. Thatâs it. They come over to the Death House that
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