favorite things to do, and it turns out Justin loves to as well.
Then we decide to âexercise.â AKA: go for a walk through the park.
âSo,â I say, âI had a Claire run-in this morning.â
I tell him about my decision the night before to try and break them up and my phone call to Bradâs apartment and her rude hang-up. I expect Justin to share my shock and disdain and help me think of a way to get to Brad without having to go through Claire, but he railroads me!
âMolly, I think breaking them up is a bad idea.â
âWhat?â
âI think itâs too late ... heâs gotta figure it out on his own. Heâs in too deep.â
âBut he canât see the evilness!â
âI know ... donât get me wrongâI completely agree that he shouldnât marry her, but at this point itâs too risky that youâll ruin your own friendship.â
âBut with Claire in the picture the friendship is ruined anyway.â
âYeah, I guess thatâs true. Youâre kind of stuck between a rock and a hard place.â
âFigures. What do you think I should do?â
He really isnât any help at all. We hmmm and haaa over the situation until Justin needs to go home and get ready for work.
âIâm working late tonight, so Iâll just call you tomorrow.â
âOkay, have a good night at work,â I say as I hand him a smaller payment. Big events like the engagement party last night cost more than quick coffee runs. He silently takes the money and nods a thank-you ... itâs more comfortable than making a big deal out of it, even though it always feels a little weird. I have to fight this urge to look over each shoulder before handing him money, as though I am doing something illegal.
We part ways and I wander around the park a while longer, thinking about how to handle the Brad situation. Justinâs comment that Brad is âin too deepâ keeps replaying in my head. Does that mean I should help him get out or itâs too late?!? I keep going back and forth. Believe it or not, dusk starts to fall and I am still not sure.
I start to head home and realize how starving I am. A low-fat cranberry peach muffin can only hold a girl so long. I stop for a slice of pizza at a favorite place that just happens to be on my way home ... if I walk three blocks out of my way. Itâs worth the extra six blocks (round trip), I confirm, as I make my way home with the pizza grease disintegrating the paper bag I am clutching as if it were my firstborn.
When I get home, I am excited to see the light blinking on my answering machine. Why is it that a message is so exciting? Iâm really hoping itâs Brad, but Iâm not totally disappointed that itâs my mom ... mostly because of what the message says.
âGood Golly Miss Molly! Itâs your mother. I have wonderful news. Your brother is coming home ... at last. Logan just called to tell us that heâs ready to come back to Connecticut and heâs booked a flight for next week.â
âHOORAY!â I screech at Tiffany who looks up, confused and annoyed at the disturbance in her busy napping schedule. I am so excited to have my baby brother back on this continent that I am dancing around my apartment. So much commotion gets the cat going and she realizes her starvation and starts howling for some kibble. I abide while I pick up the phone to share my excitement withâ.
In the past I would have called Brad. He knows how close I am to my family and how much I love Logan and he would have understood and been happy. But after my exchange with Claire this morning, I feel uncomfortable calling my best friend. Damn that bitch! She is taking the joy out of everything in my life. I could call my sister, but I want to share the news as in tell it, not share it with someone who already knows, and if she doesnât know yet, thatâll be a whole other conversation
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