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the best way, even if you died, even if I killed you seven times within the dying you would know my depth of love for you, yes love, I said it, because maybe you want, this once, to die from the hands of a woman who would crawl so far to kill you. This death would be the marriage and honeymoon and a becoming you will never have unless for me. I would not disappoint you, if you made this choice. In my killing you would be given as much pain as you wanted and I would take so much from you again and again as I made my way through your skin millimeter by millimeter, tasting it at every moment before letting it make its way inside of me. You’d be smiling, trust me. And I’d drink every tear you give me. Diamonds in my throat. You would love this. If you were not afraid. If you let me.
     
    But you and I both know I wouldn’t.
     
    You are safe.
     
    Do not worry.
     
    I will never find you.
     
    But I could.
     
    If I really wanted to.

Acknowledgments
     
    To all of my friends, readers and supporters for making me feel what I am doing is not a waste of time, thank you for every bit of encouragement and every kind word you’ve ever given me. I wish you knew just how much it means to me.
     
    And a special thank you to my editor, publisher and friend, Roxane Gay without whom this book would not be possible. You know.