marry her, because Bruce needs a mother so badly.â She clenched her hands together. âI love him. But he feels nothing for me, nothing at all. He has never touched me, not even to shake my handâ¦.â
There was a wrenching sigh, and Nora felt so sorry for her cousin that she could have cried.
âI am sorry,â she said gently. âLife has its tragedies, doesnât it?â she added absently, thinking of Africa and the terrible changes it had brought to her life.
âYours has been much different from mine, and certainly it has not been tragic,â her cousin argued. âYou have wealth and position and you are traveled and sophisticated. You have everything.â
âNot everything,â Nora said tersely.
âYou could have. Mr. Barton is sweet on you,â sheteased, forgetting her own problems momentarily.
âYou might marry him.â
She couldnât forget the harsh, cold farewell sheâd received from Mr. Barton. She tensed indignantly.
âMarry a cowboy!â Nora exclaimed haughtily.
Melly glared at her. âAnd what, pray tell, is wrong with a hardworking man? Being poor is no sin.â
âHe has no ambition. He is dirty and disheveled. I find himâ¦offensive,â she lied.
âThen why were you kissing him in the barn before he left?â Melly asked reasonably.
Nora gasped. âWhat do you mean?â
âI saw you from my window,â she said with a chuckle. âDonât look so shocked, Nora, I knew you were human. He is very attractive, and when he shaves and cleans up, he would be a match for any of your European friends.â
Nora shifted uncomfortably. âHe is uncivilized.â
âYou should spend more time out here. If you did, you would realize that clothes and a fine education do not always make a man a gentleman,â Melly said quietly. âThere are men here in Texas who have no money, but who are courageous and kind and noble, in their way.â
âLike the heroes in my dime novels?â Nora chided. âThat is all fiction. I have discovered the truth since I have come West, and it is disillusioning.â
âIt should not be, if you do not expect people to be perfect.â
âI certainly do not expect it of Mr. Barton. Heâ¦accosted me,â she muttered.
âHe kissed you,â Melly corrected, âwhich is hardly the same thing. Let me tell you, many of our unattached women in church would give much to have the elusive and stoic Mr. Barton kiss them!â
Nora glared at her cousin. âI would prefer that, too. He may kiss any of them he likes, with my blessing. I have no desire to become the sweetheart of a common cowboy.â
âOr of any man, it seems,â Melly murmured with a speaking glance. âYou are very reluctant to discuss marriage and a family, Nora.â
Nora wrapped her arms around her body. âI have no desire to marry.â
âWhy?â
She shifted. âIt is something I cannot discuss,â she said, shivering with the memory of how ill she had been. How could she subject a man, any man, to a life of illnesses that would never end? How could she have a baby, and take care of it? âI shall never marry,â Nora said bitterly.
âWith the right man, you might want to.â
Nora thought of Cal Bartonâs hot kisses, and her heart raced. She mustnât remember, she mustnât. She turned in time to see young Bruce Langhorn making a beeline for another young boy perched precariously on a rock, laughing.
âOh, no!â Melly gasped, and before Nora couldopen her mouth, her cousin broke into a dead run toward the children.
She hadnât realized what was going on until she saw the Langhorn boy reach out to push the other little boy, immaculately dressed, into the stream face-first.
âYou little heathen!â the boyâs mother cried, drawing everyoneâs attention to Bruce. âYou
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