work.â
Aunt Laura looks at me. âGee, Jakob. Itâs not like youâve got anything better to do.â
I glare at her.
âJust treat her nicely, okay? Thatâs all I ask.â Aunt Laura rubs her eyes. âShe might actually be someone who understands what it means to be alone.â
Libby comes out of the basement suite with a pad of paper and a box of pencils, sets them up at the picnic table and starts drawing. Her long black skirt hides her feet and drags on the ground. Thereâs a bright orange gypsy-looking thing around her shoulders. I really donât get how girls choose their clothes.
I stay on my side of the yard, half-pretending to read a book about stars. The other day I found out that Cygnus is also called the Northern Cross, which makes it much easier to find because itâs cross-shaped.
âYou donât have to talk to me,â Libby says suddenly. She stares at her paper.
âIâm not,â I say, stating the obvious.
âBut for the rest of the day. You can just do whatever. Iâll pretend youâre not there if you want.â
âI donât care.â Sheâs making me uncomfortable, but itâs my yard, so I refuse to leave. We both go back to what we were doing â or in my case, not doing.
A car blasting rock music drives past the house. Itâs the Cosmic Turkeys, a band Grant loved â âWater From Stone,â from their second album. I whisper the lyrics under my breath until the car takes the music away.
âYou know that song?â Libby asks.
âI thought we werenât talking,â I say.
âI said you didnât
have
to talk to me. If you want to, you can. Itâs a personal choice.â
âWell, I choose not to. You know, out of respect. You asked
me
the question.â
She takes her eyes off whatever sheâs drawing. âYou know, I thought you were kind of cool when I first met you.â
âLet me guess. Thatâs all changed?â
She rolls her eyes, goes back to her drawing.
The sun bakes me inside my clothes until it feels like Iâll melt right here on the grass. I need water â cold, with ice.
âYou want a drink?â I ask, forgetting weâre not supposed to be talking.
She looks up, startled. âYeah. Thanks. With ice, please.â
I stumble across the lawn, a little dizzy. From behind her, I get a glimpse of a drawing that fell out of her sketchbook.
I stop. âWhatâs that?â I try to keep my voice steady. Itâs not perfect, but a creepy-close drawing of a black and white husky.
âItâs a dog,â she says. âDoesnât it look like one?â
âWell, I wasnât sure,â I say, to cover my shock.
âAre you just going to stand there staring into space?â
I take a few steps back, not sure what to do next.
âYou know, people think Iâm weird but youâre kind of freaky yourself,â she says.
I shrug, turn toward the house. How does she know Chilko? Iâm positive itâs him on the page. I bet sheâd tell if I asked.
No way
, J thinks.
Sheâs not trustworthy. Sheâll ask questions
.
âI should show you how to draw,â Libby says. Her voice sounds far away in my brain.
âNo, thanks,â I mutter, while J tries to convince me not to say anything else.
âWell, Iâm drawing you next,â she says, flipping to a fresh piece of paper.
I stare at her. Sheâs looking through her box for the right pencil.
âIâm not posing,â I say.
âI didnât ask you to. I know what you look like.â
âThatâs creepy.â
âWhy? Itâs not a nude study.â
I shudder as I slowly take the steps. My head aches a little from this strange conversation.
By the time I come back out with the water the questions are piling up inside me. Thereâs a drawing of Chilko over there. Did she see him that
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