behaviour. If this was a cry for help, Daniel was going to do his damnedest to make sure he got it.
âIs it something Iâve said or done?â
Again the headshake.
âWell, can I help? You know Iâll do anything I can.â
âAnything?â Drew looked up with hope in his eyes. His unruly brown fringe flopped across his forehead and he pushed it away with impatient fingers. âDo you mean that?â
âOf course. If I can.â
âThen can I come and live with you? Please, Dad? Please?â
Oh God! Anything , heâd said. Yes, anything but that. Heâd walked right into that one. But to be fair Drew hadnât mentioned it since the early days of their separation, and heâd assumed the boy had accepted the idea as impossible.
âDrew, listen . . .â
âYou said anything! Dad, please!â
âYou know I canât. Itâs not possible.â
âWhy?â
âBecause I havenât got a proper house, because Iâm working six days a week, because youâve got school, and not least because your mother wouldnât let you.â
âShe couldnât stop me if I just went.â
âDonât you believe it! Sheâd take me to court to get you back, and Iâm afraid sheâd win.â
âBut we could go away somewhere,â Drew persisted with the easy confidence of an eight-year-old.
âAnd live on what? Come on, Drew, you know itâs not that simple.â
âYou could join the police again, or drive lorries. Please, Dad. I hate living with Amanda.â
â Amanda? â Daniel was momentarily distracted. âWho told you to call her that?â
âShe did.â
âSince when?â
âA few weeks ago.â
âAnd do you like it?â
âItâs a bit weird,â Drew admitted. âBut lots of the kids at school call their parents by their first names. Itâs quite cool, really.â
Daniel didnât agree, but it wasnât the issue at that moment.
âSo if sheâs so cool, why donât you like living with her?â
âSheâs always going out or having friends round. She hasnât got time for me. She never does fun stuff like you and I do.â
âBut you know if you lived with me, we wouldnât do this sort of thing all the time,â Daniel pointed out. âItâs just a treat because I donât see you very often.â
âIt wouldnât matter,â Drew assured him earnestly. âI wouldnât care.â
Daniel sighed. âYou would. Youâd soon get bored, miles away from all your friends. But it canât happen, anyway. Iâm sorry, Drew. It just canât.â
Drew had sat and stared at him, his dark-lashed brown eyes slowly filling up with tears until one spilled over and ran down his cheek to drop off his chin and into his half-full mug of chocolate.
âDrew, donât,â Daniel pleaded, the sight of those tears a far more compelling persuasion than any spoken word could be. âI would if I could, I promise you, but I canât . . .â
Remembering the conversation now, as he accelerated on to the M5 and headed for home, he felt like a traitor. He had no worries that Amanda was neglecting the boy â for all her faults, she had always been a good mother â but to have to drop Drew off at the door with their issues unresolved felt like failing him. Daniel knew the memory of his sonâs drooping posture and unhappy eyes would stay with him for the whole of the next fortnight.
He was halfway home when his phone rang. A glance told him it was Amanda and he pulled over to answer it.
âWhat have you been saying to Drew?â she demanded without preamble.
Daniel groaned inwardly. He could do without an earful from his ex-wife.
âIf this is about him wanting to come and live with me, I havenât said anything at all to encourage him, I promise
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