with his toes. Shards of memory flood over him and he remembers what’s buried there. He crouches down, his fingers and palms working through the soil to unearth the secret beneath. Finally it is revealed: the book. When had he buried it? He can’t remember. He thinks he remembers it exiting his body in a furious deluge of shit. It is his again, that’s all he cares about. The binding is loose and the cover is filthy but the book is still readable. Osman sits in the dirt and opens the book, eager to relearn the blasphemies he had forgotten. His eyes peruse the lurid descriptions of VCR tapes: bloody magnetism and magick in the form of popular entertainment. As he mumbles along with the text, he hears something. It is coming from the hole in the ground. The sounds are like tiny teeth chattering and fish slapping against flesh. Osman peers into the hole, into the abyss. “There’s something wrong with you,” the dwarf’s voice says. Osman nods. He brings the book to his chest. “I know.” “You belong down here with us.” “Yes.” The dwarf laughs, his tiny teeth chattering with delight. “Yes what ?” Osman’s hands melt into the book and his brain breaks into dark spirals. “Yes….…..master.”
OUR UNRELIABLE STRUCTURES Several decaying clocks chimed at once. The noise woke poor Ben from his melancholy slumber. He had only managed to get to sleep shortly after midnight despite getting into bed at dusk. His small supper of lamb and cornhusks made him more tired than usual and Ben expected to fall right to sleep once under the covers. But he found himself staring at the walls for hours instead, trying to decipher the shadows that covered the dull paint like fading hieroglyphics. Once he did get to sleep, his dreams were as mind-numbing as his waking life. Cyclopean machines stood on grassy hills while Ben sat before them. He was not able to move his body, only his eyes. Sleep had brought just a subtle change. Instead of staring at the walls and shadows, his eyes were focused on the clanking apparatuses on the hill. Though they looked modern, the hulking metal structures looked strangely archaic to Ben as if they were built by a primitive people who had not the faintest conception of how machinery should be constructed. The dream seemed to last for days, sending Ben into a hypnotic state until the chiming of the clocks woke him up. It was only two a.m., a little less than two hours after he had fallen asleep and Ben cursed the clocks for finally deciding to work at that most inopportune moment. He needed sleep to rest both his body and mind. The sound of the clocks struck his ears like mischievous children eager to use musical instruments for the first time. Ben sat up in the bed and stared into the darkness. Even the window was pure black. The usual moonlight was absent and in its place was a thick darkness that seemed to creep over the windowsill and into the room. Not wanting to tempt the blackness outside, Ben turned his eyes to the floor to find his slippers. He could not see a thing. After fumbling for matches on his nightstand, Ben lit a candle. He saw his slippers partially covered by an opened book he had not remembered even taking into his room. The cover of the book resembled dark yellow leather and Ben was reluctant to touch it. It did not look familiar. It was not from his collection. But why was it opened and draped over his slippers? Slowly his hand moved towards the book and as soon as his fingers touched it, the clocks stopped chiming. Through the flickering candlelight Ben could make out the title of the book. The title of the book was Several Decaying Clocks Chimed at Once.
AND YOU SHOULD BELIEVE IN SOLAR LODGES Sometimes I fall asleep to the sound of ominous spheres rolling down the hallway outside my door. Sometimes I awake to the sound of spherical doom opening and closing doors in the hallway outside. Sometimes I sit and listen to the soft babbling of my