and terribly still, lying there under his white sheet. He appeared to have aged twenty years in the two days since Iâd seen him. An oxygen tube was pinched on his nostrils. Transparent plastic tubes snaked from the back of his hand up to a cluster of plastic bags on a steel hanger. Wires coiled out from under his sheet and led to ticking monitors.
His eyes were closed. I had to look carefully to detect the faint, slow rise and fall of his chest.
I turned to the nurse, who had remained standing watchfully behind me. âHow is he?â
âStable.â
âIs he in a coma?â
âNo. Heâs sleeping.â
âWhat do you mean, stable?â
âI mean,â she said, âthe doctors have given him medication. They canât tell yet how much damage was done.â
âDamage,â I said. âWhat happened?â
âYour uncle had a heart attack.â
âIs he going to make it?â
âYouâd have to talk to a doctor about that.â
âRight,â I said. âYes. I definitely want to do that. How do I get to talk to a doctor?â
She smiled. âYou ask me very nicely if Iâll page him for you.â
I returned her smile. âPlease?â
She nodded, turned, and went to one of the desks in the middle of the big room.
I stepped to the side of Mozeâs bed and gripped his hand. âUncle Moze,â I said. âHey, Uncle. Itâs Brady. Howâre you doinâ?â
I saw his eyeballs roll under his lids, but he didnât open them.
I gave his hand a squeeze. âHey, old-timer. Can you hear me?â
He gave my hand a weak squeeze, and I saw his lips move.
I bent close to him. âSay it again.â
His face contorted with effort, and his eyelids fluttered open. âThat you, sonnyboy?â he said.
âItâs me, Uncle Moze. Iâm here.â
âCassie,â he whispered. Then his eyes fell shut.
âIâll get her,â I said. âIâll find Cassie. Iâll worry about that. You concentrate on getting better.â
He opened his eyes, blinked at me, and closed them. His lips moved.
I bent close to him.
âItâ¦wasâ¦Cassie,â he murmured.
âWhat was Cassie?â I said. âWhat are you talking about, Uncle Moze?â
But he was sleeping.
I sat there beside his bed for a few minutes, and then the nurse came back. âThatâs enough,â she said. âHe needs his rest.â
I stood up, gave Mozeâs shoulder a squeeze, and told him Iâd be back.
The nurse led me over to the ICU door. âI got ahold of Dr. Drury for you,â she said. âHe said heâd be up in a few minutes. Thereâs a waiting room out there on your left. Iâll make sure he sees you. Okay?â
âA few minutes?â I said.
She shrugged.
There were two cheap sofas and three upholstered chairs in the little waiting room outside the ICU. A small window on one wall looked out onto other hospital buildings. A scattering of magazines lay on the low glass-topped table in the middle of the room. Todayâs Health, Good Housekeeping, Popular Mechanics , Downeast, Sports Illustrated . I looked through them. None was less than eight months old.
I was thumbing through the NBA preview issue of SI from the previous September when a deep voice said, âExcuse me? Are you Mr. Crandallâs nephew?â
I looked up. He wore a white coat and brown pants. He had pale skin and a smooth, pink face, and despite the fact that his sand-colored hair was receding from his forehead, he looked about fifteen.
I stood up and put out my hand. âBrady Coyne,â I said. âMr. Crandallâs my uncle, yes.â
He took my hand. His grip was surprisingly firm. âWilton Drury,â he said. âIâm his cardiologist.â He gestured to the sofa where Iâd been sitting.
I sat down again, and he sat beside me.
âHow is he?â I
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