squeezed her hand and pulled her close.
Soon she was slipping away from the inn to meet him at the market or to fit in a quick stroll along the Thames. In no time, Celeste felt that she would be willing to follow Jonathan to the ends of the earthâthough there was no threat of having to. He had no plans to go anywhere. The problem was in convincing her parents to allow her to marry him. They wanted all their children to wed other Huguenots and preserve their faith and heritage, but Jonathan was Anglican. She broached the topic once, without giving specific details, and her parents made clear their expectations, as usual. All Jonathan and Celeste had were stolen moments together.
Not that she felt good about that. She wasnât usually the type for sneaking aroundâthough, as it turned out, Berta was. Celeste was slipping back into the house one night just as her younger sister emerged from a window. They spotted each other at the same moment, and Celeste gasped. Berta, however, simply stood up straight, shot her a challenging look, and dashed off into the darkness. Obviously, she had a young man of her ownâa fact that didnât surprise Celeste. Berta had always been impulsive and reckless, not to mention secretive. And her beauty guaranteed no shortage of handsome admirers. What niggled at Celeste now, in the steerage of the Royal Mary , was that after years of wishing Berta would grow up and rise to a certain level of behavior, she realized she had lowered herself to Bertaâs instead.
Regardless, Celeste couldnât seem to stop. Even when she and Jonathan werenât together, her mind was consumed with thoughts of himâand of how she might possibly convince her parents to give their blessing.
Before she could come up with a plan, however, Jonathanâs orders changed. They had been seeing each other only two months when he learned he was being sent to Virginia with new orders and the promise of a land grant. How could he refuse? He would bring honor to his family again, but even more importantly, he would be able to support a wife and children.
In the time before he left, Jonathan was busy preparing to leave so Celeste didnât seehim as much. But the night before he sailed, he came by the inn and begged her to follow him on the very next ship. She hadnât made up her mindâuntil then. Sheâd never loved anyone the way she loved Jonathan, and she couldnât imagine how she ever could. Celeste had intended to leave a week later on the Royal Mary , the ship Jonathan had recommended. But it was full, so sheâd had to wait until its next voyage, more than three months later.
Berta moaned again and shifted in her bunk. Celeste hoped Spenser would return soon. A damp rag would be so much better than the dry one she dabbed against her sisterâs sweaty forehead.
A few minutes later a man on the floor cried out, and she heard Spenser say, âSorry, mate. I forgot you were there.â He was back with the water.
Celeste sighed. Oh, to be out of the confines of steerage. She didnât know how any of them had survived the horrible conditions. Spenser held the bucket steady, and Celeste spooned the liquid into Bertaâs mouth. Thankfully, her sister swallowed. After she and Spenser drank tooâthe water was still brackish, so Celeste had to force it downâshe dipped the rag in the bucket and sponged Berta as best she could. The stench of steerage had seeped into every pore of their bodies. Celeste couldnât imagine how bad she smelled. She was determined that she would find a way to wash before Jonathan saw her.
âSee if you can sneak on deck.â Spenser unwrapped a piece of hardtack, most likely his last, and handed her a portion. âTake a look at the New World, Celeste. Itâs beautiful.â He grinned. âIâll stay with Berta and try to feed her.â Spenserâs feelings for Berta couldnât end well given his
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