Shakespeare. Stop looking around please and listen!â
Margot responded sheepishly. âSorry,â she said, banishing the
ascot from her consciousness and giving Carla her full attention. âSo tell me again whatâs going on.â
âOkayâremember how I mentioned sheâd been acting strangely lately? Well, now itâs a full-blown delusion, very elaborate and detailed. She actually thinks she had an affair with William Shakespeare in another lifeââWill,â she calls him, if you can believe it. She thinks she was the so-called Dark Lady of his sonnets.â
âThatâs pretty amazing,â said Margot. âI wonder where she picked up that story.â
âI havenât a clue. But, believe me, this is no small-time fantasy. She has loads of background material. More than I ever learned in my Shakespeare course at BU. Maybe sheâs been reading on the slyâwhich seems unlikely, since you know she was never one for books. Or maybe she has all this stored memory based on moviesâlike you suggested last timeâor things she heard in the past. You know how they say that sometimes people who have strokes or mental trauma can suddenly speak languages they never learned, just because they heard them spoken once or twice? It could be something like that.â
âCould be,â said Margot, chewing her lip.
âBut I canât imagine what triggered it,â continued Carla. âShe didnât hit her head or anything, and thereâs no evidence of a strokeâMark ruled that out. Dadâs death, of course, was painfulâyou remember how blue she was for a whileâbut I wouldnât call it traumatic. Anyway, itâs been over two years since he died.â
âIf itâs Dadâs death thatâs behind it, it is strange,â mused Margot. âNot that they didnât have a good life together. But given that she married Dad on the rebound â¦â
âWhat are you talking about?â
âShe told me about it once when I was going out with that Harvard guy who was supposedly related to the Kennedys. He turned out to be sleeping with three girls in my dormâwhich at least verified his pedigree. I got kind of sad when I found out, though, as
you can imagine, it was mostly my pride that was hurt. But Mom seemed to take it worse than I did. She said sheâd been in love with someone onceâa Saul something-or-otherâand he two-timed her with one of her friends. Thatâs what made her decide to accept Dad so quicklyânot, she said, that she ever regretted it. But obviously that other relationship made an impression. It must have happened at least thirty years before the time she mentioned it to me.â
âSo mom has an authentic secret history as well as an imaginary one,â mused Carla.
âYesâand maybe the latter is some odd manifestation of the former. You know: repressed desire, secret longing, that sort of thing.â
âCome on,â said Carla. âIâm the psychology major. Momâs a doll, but complicated sheâs not. Repressed desireâgive me a break!â
âI donât know,â considered Margot, âI think youâre just used to seeing her in a certain way. Iâll tell you what: Let me probe the situation a bit. Iâll speak to her and see if she gives me the same story. If thereâs consistency to it, that at least tells us something about the tenacity of the delusion. It might help us get at the precipitating cause.â
Carla nodded. She found her sisterâs detached and logical approach to the situation reassuring. Not for nothing was Margot Philadelphia magazineâs choice for the best criminal lawyer in the Delaware Valley, with a list of mobsters a mile long waiting for her to defend them.
âThen we can decide whether to do anything,â continued Margot.
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