will bless your cast
till your bones are dice
for the wind to roll.
I am the demon of beginnings
for those who leap their thresholds
and let the doors swing shut.”
My hair bristling, I stood.
“Get away from me, old
enemy. I know the lying
radiance of that face:
my friend, my twin, my
lover I trusted as the fish
the water, who left me
carrying his child.
The man who bought me
with his strength and beat
me for his weakness.
The girl I saved who turned
and sold her skin
for an easy bed in a house
of slaves. The boy fresh
as a willow sapling
smashed on the stones of war.”
“I am the spirit of hinges,
the fever that lives in dice
and cards, what is picked
up and thrown down. I am
the new that is ancient,
the hope that hurts,
what begins in what has ended.
Mine is the double vision
that everything is sacred, and trivial,
the laughter that bubbles in blood,
and I love the blue beetle
clicking in the grass as much
as you. Shall I bless you,
child and crone?”
“What has plucked the glossy
pride of hair from my scalp,
loosened my teeth in their sockets,
wrung my breasts dry as gullies,
rubbed ashes into my sleep
but chasing you?
Now I clutch a crust and I hold on.
Get from me
wielder of the heart’s mirages.
I will follow you to no more graves.”
I spat
and she gathered her tall shuddering wings
and scaled the streaks of the dawn
a hawk on fire soaring
and I stood there and could hear the water burbling
and raised my hand
before my face and groped:
Why has the sun gone out?
Why is it dark?
White on black
LUIS
They say the year begins in January, but it
feels like the same old year to me. Things
give out now, the cabbages rot, the rent
in the coat sleeve’s too worn to be mended,
the boot finally admits it leaks, the candle
nub gutters out with a banner of pungent smoke.
The cracked dish of the frozen moon lights
the snow far longer than the old fox of the sun
that can hardly scale the hill, that crawls
feebly into the lower branches of the pine
and drops to earth exhausted.
Little sister
of the moon you prance on the ice with
delicate black feet. Your eyes shine red.
You comb your long tail and plume it out.
You mate under the porch. With sharp claws
you dig up the compost and scavenge the dump.
The air is crystal up to the ice splinters
of stars but you raise the quickest warm
nose in the woods, long, sharp as your hunger.
In the path you wait for me to give way.
Often you die bloody in the road because
you expect deference. The wise dog looks
the other way when you cross his yard.
The stupid dog never bothers you twice.
Little sister, mostly when we meet we bow
rather formally and go our ways, me
first. I read in a book that perhaps if one
lifted you by your tail, you could not spray
or perhaps you could. I envision a man
in a space suit lumbering over the plain
of the Herring River to catch and lift
you in the name of science. Then the space
suit would be burned perhaps or perhaps
not. My cats and I sit in the darkened
livingroom watching through the glass
as you dance and nibble, your long fur
sweeping the snow and your nailed feet quick.
Another country
NION
When I visited with the porpoises
I felt awkward, my hairy
angular body sprouting its skinny
grasping limbs like long mistakes.
The child of gravity and want I sank
in the salt wave clattering with gadgets,
appendages. Millennia past
they turned and fled back to the womb.
There they feel no fatigue but slip
through the water caressed and buoyed up.
Never do they sleep but their huge brains
hold life always turning it like a pebble
under the tongue, and lacking practice, death
comes as an astonishment.
In the wide murmur of the sea they fear
little. Together they ram the shark.
Food swims flashing in schools.
Hunger is only a teasing, endured
no
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