happiness it promised to bring.
âCan I help you with something, dear?â
I opened my mouth to say no, but then the eager look on her face made me reach back down and grab the first candle I saw. I picked it up and almost laughed.
Peace and Clarity
. Hell, at this point I was willing to try anything.
I passed the candle to the vendor. âJust this one. Thanks.â
She packaged the candle up for me and passed the bag over with a smile.
All right, candle, letâs see what youâve got
.
***
I closed my bedroom door that night, Chinese takeout in one hand, my new candle in the other. I set the takeout on my bed and peered around in search of the perfect place for the candle. Finally, I settled on my desk. Maybe I could burn it when I was studying for an exam and it would deliver the clarity it promised. I lit the candle and sat back down on my bed, gently taking out my takeout containers as I watched the flame dance around. I glanced down at the black screen of my phone and then back at the candle. âYouâre telling me to call, huh?â I stared at the candle, waiting for some cosmic
yes
, and then found myself laughing at my stupidity. Candle, Kara. Candle.
I took a bite of my food, but I couldnât keep myself from eyeing the candle again, and before I could think better of it, I was dialing Coltâs number.
It took one and a half rings for him to answer, and only one breath for me to say, âEthan and I broke up. I just . . . thought you should know.â I bit my lip, nervous over his response. What was I doing? This was Colt, Ethanâs roommate, Ethanâs friend. Yet, despite everything, we were something, too. I just didnât know what.
He released a breath. âI heard. Are you . . . all right with that?â
I eyed the Clarity candle. Was it my imagination or had the flame suddenly stilled? âI am.â
I could almost hear his smile on the other end. âAll right, then.â
I smiled, enjoying the new swirl in my stomach at the sound of his voice. âAll right, then.â
Chapter Ten
âKara, grab those boxes in the back,â Tori said from over her shoulder. Helping Hands was running a clothing drive for a local womenâs shelter, and the response had been so overwhelming that Tori had called me in, even though it was a Saturday. Finals were over and I still hadnât decided whether I wanted to go home. I figured I had at least until Sunday to decide.
I brought the cardboard boxes to the front of the room, sorted the clothing into them, and then labeled the boxesâlong-sleeve shirts, short-sleeve shirts, pants, shorts, etc.
Tori glanced over at me with a grin. âYouâre good at this,â she said.
I smiled back. âThanks. You know how I am with organizing.â
âWell, if you really like it, I could use your help this summer. I could offer you a part-time job or you could add it to your resume as a paid internship if thatâs more helpful. College credit and all. I had a girl do that last summer.â
I stopped folding clothes. âAre you serious?â
âAbsolutely. Youâre a natural here, Kara. I know youâre worried about your program, but thisââshe motioned around the centerââyouâre meant for this.â
My heart warmed, and I turned away so she wouldnât see that I was on the verge of tears. Itâd been two weeks since Ethan and I broke up, and aside from an occasional
how are you
text, I hadnât spoken to Colt since it happened. I began to wonder if the thing with him was in my head or if maybe he was just into it because I was Ethanâs girlfriend and it was wrong, exciting. That sort of thing. So, for Tori to be offering me a real job, here, doing what I loved, felt like I was finally seeing the light after driving through a long, dark tunnel.
âThat would be perfect,â I said, smiling. âWhen can I
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