something I donât talk about much. Iâve learned to deal with it.â
âYouâve been working at the Center for how long?â
âAbout two years. Before that I did a bit of drifting from city to city.â
Renée wanted to ask more questions but suspected that she shouldnât. The tension in the car was like a pall, so she decided against pushing the issue. She didnât want the evening to be over before it even started.
His reaching over to turn on the radio only confirmed her suspicions. His past was definitely off limits.
âWhatâs your pleasure? R & B, jazz, pop?â Daniel asked.
âJazz, definitely.â
âMy thoughts exactly.â
Soon the sultry voice of Anita Baker filled the car. Maybe something so romantic was not the best choice, but it did take her mind off their brief conversation. Someday sheâd really have to press him if she planned on helping him deal with whatever has affected his life so much.
They remained quiet for the rest of the drive, the music helping to soothe their troubled thoughts, but both very aware of each other. Tension crackled in the silenceof the carâs interior. While he drove, she couldnât keep her eyes from straying in his direction.
When the car pulled into the parking lot of the restaurant, Renée exhaled deeply, trying to hide her relief. If sheâd stayed in the car for another minute, she was sure she would have begged him to take her right there in the car. Her attraction to him continued to startle her with its power. Her whole body felt alive. The woodsy scent of his cologne tempted her with its masculine subtlety and she ached to draw near to him, bury her head in his chest and inhale deeply. She closed her eyes. If she wasnât careful, she would probably end up in bed with him. But she was smarter than that. She may be attracted to the sexy ex-minister, but she was strong and determined not to make love to him.
Not tonight.
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The atmosphere in the restaurant was perfect. The food was great, the music was seductive, the company was appealing. Daniel couldnât keep his eyes off Renée.
He wasnât sure what was going on. Maybe it was the two glasses of wine, maybe it was the fact that all night long heâd inhaled her sweet scent until his blood boiled with a passion he had not felt in a long time. He knew he was attracted to her, but heâd been able to control his feelings in her presenceâ¦until tonight.
Across from him, she lifted the spoon to her lips, sipping the spicy West Indian soup. He enjoyed watching her eat. She didnât play around with her food but savored every morsel that passed her lips.
âYou going to have dessert?â he asked, handing her the menu.
Renée browsed it for a while and then handed it back to him.
âPeach cobbler, right?â he asked again. âI can see you have a sweet tooth,â he said. âOne only has to see the look of utter satisfaction on your face. Itâs aâ¦â
âItâs a what?â she asked, an eyebrow lifted.
âI think maybe itâs best if I donât say.â
âChicken,â she teased.
âI was going to say, itâs a real turn-on.â
She looked at him, and he could tell heâd shocked her.
âI didnât expect that to come from you.â
âWhy? Because I was a pastor?â
She hesitated. âYes, forgive me, but I find it so hard to visualize you standing in front of a congregation preaching the good news.â
âIf youâd known me a few years back, you definitely wouldnât have liked me that much. I wasnât the nicest of people. Definitely a little too self-righteous. I believed that I could do nothing wrong, but condemned everyone, even my own family. But I loved the work I did. Iâm a lot more human these days.â He leaned forward. âBut letâs change the subject. Iâve been watching you eat
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