well. She worked on it until her head ached, tossing on the bed until the cover was rumpled. Everything she thought of sounded just as silly as the truth.
If I had someplace to go, Iâd just leave . No one would really care. Theyâd be relieved to get rid of her. She couldnât be any more miserable someplace else or more degraded. Itâs awful being Laurel !
The sounds from the courtyard had been providing a faint background for her thoughts for some time. It gradually intruded on her sensesâthe sound of splashing water.
Jimmyâs scream brought her off the bed and to the door. She was on the balcony and then running down the stairs before she saw them in the pool.
Jimmy clutched Michael around the neck, his blond head thrown back, pudgy legs trying to crawl up his fatherâs chest away from the water. Claire stood a few feet away in what looked like a black tank suit.
âFor Christâs sake, settle down. Now, go to Claire. Just relax and let yourself float.â Michael had to force the childâs arms from around his neck and then pushed him toward Claire.
âConsayla.â Jimmy choked down water before he reached the safety of Claireâs arms.
âNow turn him around and send him back.â
By the time she reached the edge of the blue pool Laurelâs panic had turned to anger. âWhat are you doing?â
âIâm teaching my son to swim, obviously. Come on, Jimmy. Youâre doing fine.â Beads of water clung to the black hair on his chest and arms.
âHeâs too young. Look at him. Heâs terrified.â
âConsayla.â And the sobbing child was passed back to his father, turned around, and sent skimming back to Claire.
âIf heâs going to live here, heâd better learn to swim.â
âHeâs not even two. Stop it!â
âI was swimming by the time I was one.â Michael hoisted Jimmy out of the water onto the flagstone. âThatâs all for now, son.â He lifted himself out of the pool in one quick graceful movement, dripping water on Laurel as she knelt to pick up Jimmy.
She wrapped him in a towel and held him close. âHush, baby, hush.â
Michael stopped toweling himself and watched her, cocking his head to one side. âIs there really a mother instinct in you, Laurel? Or is this for show?â The soft irony was back in the deep voice.
âI feel sorry for him. Anybody wouldâpoor kid.â She stared back with all the defiance she could muster. I hate this man , she told herself and then looked away. She didnât like the word âhate.â
Claire had covered her ugly swimsuit with a towel; she had thick legs for a woman her size. âCome on, sweety. Claire will find some warm dry clothes for you,â she said, taking Jimmy from Laurel and walking off with him. Laurel had never heard Claire call him anything but âbad boyâ before.
âLetâs get one thing straight, Laurel. There will be no interference between Jimmy and me. You walked out on that right two years ago.â Michael followed Claire across the flagstone.
Iâve got to get out of here . Laurel fled to the shadows of the arcade and almost stepped on Evan Boucher.
âHi.â He wore a lab coat over rumpled blue jeans. His soft hazel eyes watched her expectantly.
âIs that the only word you know?â
Evan blushed and looked down at his dirty tennis shoes.
âI thought you were supposed to be in the lab.â She hadnât been very nice to this boy, but she didnât trust him.
âI heard the kid screaming and came out to see what was the matter.â
âAnd saw the whole thing, I suppose?â Laurel sat in a wicker chair and looked across the courtyard. Michael walked along the balcony and stopped outside Jimmyâs room to watch them.
âYeah. You donât seem to be everybodyâs favorite member of the family.â He sat in the