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direction. “Hey, lady what are you doing out here?” I asked. “I just needed to catch the breeze it so beautiful here”, she smiled. “Yes, I must say it is at that.” “Where is your fiancée?” I asked. “I’m not sure; he left for the night; I think on business. “You think? Don’t you know?” She said in a serious tone of voice, “Nick my husband is a business man, and I understand that.” I replied, “Your young and beautiful, any man would want to be in your company.” “Beauty is only skin deep, Nick.” “There are beautiful woman all over Brazil, and I’m one of the lucky ones.” “I fucked my way out of the ghetto.” “I’m not proud of it, but it’s true.”
“I grew up a few miles from here, and there were ten of us living in one room shack.” “So you see Nick, beauty means nothing to me.”
She stood there tears rolling down her face, and all I wanted to do was hold her. I took her in my arms, and began kissing her tears away.
I had never wanted to take anyone’s pain away before now. My lips found hers and the passion between us exploded. This wasn’t just another client. I wanted to make love to her. Our bodies meshed as I laid her down in the sand. I slid the straps from her shoulders exposing her breast, and I took her nipple in my mouth.
I heard the gasp in her throat, as I sucked one then the other. I released my hardness from my pants to give her what she was begging for. Her legs wrapped tightly around my waist, and I positioned her body just right. We moved as if we were one and I loved it. I gripped my hands in her hair, and she rocked back and forth with wanting desire.
Our bodies released almost simultaneously, and it was everything I had ever imagined. It was like I was a virgin again, making love for the first time. She gave me something no one had ever given me.
“Nick, I need to get back, this was absolutely wonderful.” “Can I see you again or is this it?” I asked. “I’m afraid this has to be it, and I hope you understand.” “I do, but maybe if you change your mind.” “I won’t Nick, I have my entire family to consider.” She was there, and then gone in an instant, as if it never happened.
I sat there inside myself thinking about the “what if’s”. Why had life dealt me this hand? I went back to the house and grabbed a bottle of bourbon. I had to let this one go. I knew this would happen going in. It was up to this point that I thought nothing of a woman’s emotions.
I downed a couple of shots, thinking about how my mother would let men fuck her for a hit. I knew I had to get out of there before she started selling me.
I had to push whatever feelings I had down in order not to feel. How could I feel such pain over a woman I had just met?
The next morning Joan woke up with a hangover and looked like hell. She asked, “Where were you last night?” “I took a walk down on the beach, and you were out of it.” “Sorry, Nick; I had such a good time”, she apologized. “That’s fine Joan, it was your birthday.” She said, “I was so glad to see Graham, and Stephora.” “They haven’t been together long, but they seem to be happy.” I laughed, thinking of last night and said, “I guess they are, but she’s so much younger than he is.” “Nick, let me say one thing love has no age limit, I’m in love with you, and I know you don’t feel the same.” There was nothing I could say to her statement; I just felt sorry for her.
“Joan, after we leave here I think we should end this,” and I turned and walked out. I stood there by the pool in thought. “Nick,” Joan said and snapped me out of my thoughts.
“Yes Joan?” She said, “I wondered if you’d heard about you friend Jason,’ he was found dead in his house.” “What..?” “No… I hadn’t heard, but I’ve called him several times.” “Nick, I heard Jason was sleeping around with some bad guys.” “I think he got in over his head.”
“I grew up a few miles from here, and there were ten of us living in one room shack.” “So you see Nick, beauty means nothing to me.”
She stood there tears rolling down her face, and all I wanted to do was hold her. I took her in my arms, and began kissing her tears away.
I had never wanted to take anyone’s pain away before now. My lips found hers and the passion between us exploded. This wasn’t just another client. I wanted to make love to her. Our bodies meshed as I laid her down in the sand. I slid the straps from her shoulders exposing her breast, and I took her nipple in my mouth.
I heard the gasp in her throat, as I sucked one then the other. I released my hardness from my pants to give her what she was begging for. Her legs wrapped tightly around my waist, and I positioned her body just right. We moved as if we were one and I loved it. I gripped my hands in her hair, and she rocked back and forth with wanting desire.
Our bodies released almost simultaneously, and it was everything I had ever imagined. It was like I was a virgin again, making love for the first time. She gave me something no one had ever given me.
“Nick, I need to get back, this was absolutely wonderful.” “Can I see you again or is this it?” I asked. “I’m afraid this has to be it, and I hope you understand.” “I do, but maybe if you change your mind.” “I won’t Nick, I have my entire family to consider.” She was there, and then gone in an instant, as if it never happened.
I sat there inside myself thinking about the “what if’s”. Why had life dealt me this hand? I went back to the house and grabbed a bottle of bourbon. I had to let this one go. I knew this would happen going in. It was up to this point that I thought nothing of a woman’s emotions.
I downed a couple of shots, thinking about how my mother would let men fuck her for a hit. I knew I had to get out of there before she started selling me.
I had to push whatever feelings I had down in order not to feel. How could I feel such pain over a woman I had just met?
The next morning Joan woke up with a hangover and looked like hell. She asked, “Where were you last night?” “I took a walk down on the beach, and you were out of it.” “Sorry, Nick; I had such a good time”, she apologized. “That’s fine Joan, it was your birthday.” She said, “I was so glad to see Graham, and Stephora.” “They haven’t been together long, but they seem to be happy.” I laughed, thinking of last night and said, “I guess they are, but she’s so much younger than he is.” “Nick, let me say one thing love has no age limit, I’m in love with you, and I know you don’t feel the same.” There was nothing I could say to her statement; I just felt sorry for her.
“Joan, after we leave here I think we should end this,” and I turned and walked out. I stood there by the pool in thought. “Nick,” Joan said and snapped me out of my thoughts.
“Yes Joan?” She said, “I wondered if you’d heard about you friend Jason,’ he was found dead in his house.” “What..?” “No… I hadn’t heard, but I’ve called him several times.” “Nick, I heard Jason was sleeping around with some bad guys.” “I think he got in over his head.”
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