lot.
âHey, buddy.â Logan hunkered down and freed the little boy from the car seat. âIâve been waiting to see you all day.â
âDad.â Charlie clung to him like a monkey and they kissed.
Daisy watched, caught by fondness and exasperation both. Complicated. That was the word for her life. How simple everything would be if only she could believe she was supposed to be with Logan. The three of them togetherâa family. What was wrong with her? She and Logan had made this amazing child. Why couldnât they be happy together?
Five
T he officer in the mirror stared back at Julian with a sense of grave purpose. Who was this intensely serious guy? He didnât even recognize himself. Was that him?
Like so much of officer training, this was a deliberate strategy on the part of the air force. Through all the drills and preparation, the individual was taken apart and remade, perhaps reborn in a way. This suited him fine, dumping a past he couldnât change for one he could control. He was learning to look the partâan officer. A leader. A warrior.
âMy, my,â said Davenport, letting loose with a wolf whistle. âArenât you as sweet as honey?â
âScrew you.â The man in the mirror grinned, appearing a little more familiar now. Then he checked the time. âIâm ready to get the show on the road.â
âHave a seat. Weâve still got a half hour.â
âCanât,â said Julian.
âCanât what?â
âCanât sit down. Do you know how long it took me to get these creases right?â
âHours and hours,â Davenport said with a laugh; then he sobered. âDude, you look like a million bucks. Or at least like youâve earned the commission youâre getting today.â
Julian had no idea if his suite-mate was right. Heâd worked his ass off, but given the nature of his first assignment, whether or not he was prepared could be anybodyâs guess. The most frustrating thing about the news was its top secret classification. He couldnât tell anybody the details. He didnât even know most of the details himself. For the past year, heâd been groomed to be part of a special team, a highly unlikely designation for someone at his level. Although he knew his base assignment, he could tell people only that heâd been commissioned for active duty.
He shook hands with his friend, and Davenport resumed his jocular air. âI might advise you to go for a short walk to clear your head, but that would be a bad idea.â
âWhy?â
âYou are way too pretty in full dress uniform. Youâll end up going through the whole ceremony dragging along an entourage of drooling women.â
âRight. And how many women do you know who get turned on by the sight of brass buttons and epaulettes?â
âI guess youâre about to find out.â
Julian checked out his service dress uniform again, making sure every detail was right. Ribbons, devices, badges, insigniaâall present and accounted for. Stuck in the side of the mirror was a five-year-old photo of him and Daisy, standing side by side, laughing at the camera. He remembered the exact instant it had been taken, with the shutter on timer. Sheâd made him laughby saying, âOkay, pretend you like me,â knowing full well they were totally into each other.
He was glad he remembered because otherwise he might not even believe the kid in the picture had ever existed. That tall, skinny kid with waist-length dreadlocks, assorted tattoos and piercings and a bad attitude was a stranger to the clean-cut officer in the mirror. Julian had been a punkâan adrenaline junkie with not much going for him except an unexpectedly stellar academic record and test performances. And of course, his status as a minority. He didnât want people to assume race was the reason heâd been admitted to an Ivy League school and
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