point. What made my loss, my pain, any more important than everyone elseâs?
âThatâs a good question,â I said. âA damn good question.â
It was. There werenât but a handful of the prisoners weâd taken from Marclosâs train who hadnât seen a son or a husband, a mother or a lover, killed. And killed in the past week. And this was my soft option, the mercies of these peasants compared to the attention of a young man whose hurt stood four years old.
âConsider me a spokesman,â I said. âWhen it comes to stageacting, some men are more eloquent than others. Itâs given to particular men to have a gift with the bow.â I nodded to the Nuban. âSome men can knock the eye out of a bull at a thousand paces. They donât aim any better for wanting it, they donât shoot straighter because theyâre justified. They just shoot straighter. Now me, I just . . . avenge myself better than most. Consider it a gift.â
Renton laughed at that and spat again. This time I saw part of a tooth in the mess. âYou think youâre worse than the fire, boy?â he asked. âIâve seen men burn. A lot of men.â
He had a point. âYouâve a lot of good points, Sir Renton,â I said.
I looked around at the ruins. Tumbled walls in the most, and blackened timber skeletons where roofs had kept a lid on folkâs lives for year after year. âItâs going to take a lot of rebuilding,â I said. âA lot of hammers and a lot of nails.â I sipped my beer. âA strange thingânails will hold a building together, but thereâs nothing better for taking a man apart.â I held Sir Rentonâs rat-like eyes, dark and beady. âI donât enjoy torturing people, Sir Renton, but Iâm good at it. Not world-class you understand. Cowards make the best torturers. Cowards understand fear and they can use it. Heroes on the other hand, they make terrible torturers. They donât see what motivates a normal man. They misunderstand everything. They canât think of anything worse than besmirching your honour. A coward on the other hand; heâll tie you to a chair and light a slow fire under you. Iâm not a hero or a coward, but I work with what Iâve got.â
Renton had the sense to pale at that. He reached out a muddy hand to Father Gomst. âFather, Iâve done nothing but serve my master.â
âFather Gomst will pray for your soul,â I said. âAnd forgive me the sins I incur in detaching it from your body.â
Makin pursed those thick lips of his. âPrince, youâve spoken about how youâd break the cycle of revenge. You could start here. You could let Sir Renton go.â
Rike gave him a look as if heâd gone mad. Fat Burlow covered a chuckle.
âI have spoken about that, Makin,â I said. âI will break the cycle.â I drew my sword and laid it across my knees. âYou know how to break the cycle of hatred?â I asked.
âLove,â said Gomst, all quiet-like.
âThe way to break the cycle is to kill every single one of the bastards that fucked you over,â I said. âEvery last one of them. Kill them all. Kill their mothers, kill their brothers, kill their children, kill their dog.â I ran my thumb along the blade of my sword and watched the blood bead crimson on the wound. âPeople think I hate the Count, but in truth Iâm a great advocate of his methods. He has only two failings. Firstly, he goes far, but not far enough. Secondly, he isnât me. He taught me valuable lessons though. And when we meet, I will thank him for it, with a quick death.â
Old Gomsty started at that. âCount Renar did you wrong, Prince Jorg. Forgive him, but donât thank him. Heâll burn in Hell for what he did. His immortal soul will suffer for eternity.â
I had to laugh out loud at that. âChurchmen, eh?
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