to thatâwho hired Greenway and why?
I phoned him and got the answering machine. I read some more of the diary without gaining further enlightenment except into the character of Annie. She had lived day to day, without plans until sheâd met Greenway. Theyâd discussed the future, something Annie had refused to do for years. That made it all the harder for her when, suddenly, there was no future anymore. She went back to recording and living her life in small, safe units. Except they werenât safe. Police and pushers cropped up through the entries and they were sometimes one and the same.
Sheâd started the diary the day after her mother died as some sort of comfort for the loss. She talked to her sister and brother at the funeral and spokelovingly of them. I didnât recall the siblings but I had a clear recollection of the motherâa stout, strong-minded Cockney whoâd never understood why Annie had got on to drugs but had never stopped caring about her, even though sheâd suffered the usual thefts and let-downs.
In the pages that covered the time with Greenway Annie had made small sketches, post stamp size. There was a reasonable likeness of Greenway, some flowers, a few other faces. The sketches were happy. Her spelling wasnât perfect but neither is mine. I felt I was getting closer to her and I felt a mounting anger at her death and the manner of it. There were more than a hundred pages blank in the exercise book. She was someone whoâd taken bad knocks and had tried not to go under. She should have had those days and a hell of a lot more besides.
I phoned Greenway again and this time he answered in a harsh, broken whisper.
âWhatâs wrong with you?â I said.
âCan you get over to my place, Hardy?â he rasped. âHe was here. He drugged me and heâs taken the fucking photographs.â
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I âD had enough for one day. I got Greenway calmed down, established that he wasnât injured and told him that we had some other leads.
âWhat leads?â
âIâve got the diary.â
âJesus, thatâs great! Bring it over.â
âForget it. Iâve got fifteen years on you and I need some sleep.â
âSleep! I couldnât sleep.â
âYes, you can. Take a long walk. Take a pill. Iâll be over in the morning.â
âNo, Hardy, you canât . . . â
âI can. Listen, if your brain needs something to work on try this.â I read him off my list of initials. âChew on them. See if they mean anything to you.â
I finally got him off the line. I checked the doors and windows, wedged a chair in against the back door that wonât lock properly, and went to bed. My neck was still sore from the rabbit punch and my hand ached from the blow Iâd given Paleface. They were the physical sufferings; I was still feeling bad about Annie. A lot of people had let her down and maybe I was one of them. Maybe I should have stayed with her. Bad thoughts. I had her diary under my pillow along with the .38 but it didnât give me any bad dreams. I slept heavily, no dreams at all.
Greenway answered the door looking like a man who hadnât slept for a week. His hair was tousled, hisstubble was long and his eyes were red. He smelt bad too.
âGo and have a shower,â I said. âIâll make some coffee. I canât talk to anyone who looks that bad, you remind me of myself when I was twenty-five.â
Greenway grinned. âWell, you made it to fifty.â
âIâm not . . . You stink, and change your shirt.â
I made instant coffee in the kitchenette and prowled around the small flat. Greenway had spent some of his sleepless night cleaning up and the place didnât look too bad. There was a slight smell in the bedroom and I located the sourceâa thick gauze pad which had been soaked in ether. Greenway had put it in a plastic bag the way
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