my hip, and I realized, all at once, that she had turned up the music insanely loud. Shebumped my hip again, in time with the song, and then spun into the center of the kitchen, wiggling her arms over her head in some sort of demented Snoopy dance. Her outfit, a black dress over striped leggings, paired with her dual ponytails, only added to the ludicrous effect.
âRachel,â I said, and she looked at me but kept dancing. âThis is why you are single.â
âNo man can handle this,â Rachel assured me, gesturing to herself with her chin. She spun and came face-to-face with Sam, standing in the doorway from the hall. The thumping bass mustâve drowned out the sound of the front door. At the sight of him, my stomach slid down to my feet, a weird combination of relief, nerves, and anticipation all in one, a feeling that never seemed to go away.
Still facing Sam, Rachel did a strange dance move with her index fingers extended; it looked like it had possibly been invented in the fifties, when people werenât allowed to touch each other. âHi, The Boy!â she shouted over the music. âWeâre making Italian food!â
Still holding a piece of chicken, I turned and made a loud noise in protest. Rachel said, âMy colleague informs me that I spoke too strongly. I am watching Grace make Italian food!â
Sam smiled at me, his always sad-looking smile maybe a little tighter than usual, and said, ââ¦â
I struggled to turn down the radio with my hand that wasnât covered with breading. âWhat?â
âI said, âWhat are you making?ââ Sam repeated. âAnd then, âHi, Rachel.â And âMay I come into the kitchen, Rachel?ââ
Rachel swept grandly out of his way, and Sam came to leanon the counter next to me. His yellow wolfâs eyes were narrowed, and he seemed to have forgotten that he was still wearing his coat.
âChicken parmesan,â I said.
He blinked. âWhat?â
âItâs what Iâm making. What were you up to?â
Sam said, stumbling, âI â was â at the store. Reading.â With a quick glance toward Rachel, he sucked in his lips and said, âCanât talk. My lips are still cold from being outside. When will it be spring?â
âForget spring,â said Rachel, âwhen will it be dinner ?â
I waved unbreaded chicken at her, and Sam looked around at the counter behind him. âCan I help?â he asked.
âMostly I need to finish breading these eight million chicken breasts,â I said. My head was starting to pound, and I really was beginning to hate the mere sight of uncooked chicken. âI never realized what happened to two pounds of chicken when you pounded it flat.â
Sam gently shouldered past me to the sink to wash his hands, his cheek leaning against mine as he reached behind me for the dish towel to dry his hands. âIâll bread the rest while you fry them. Does that work?â
âIâll cook the water for the pasta,â Rachel volunteered. âIâm excellent at boiling things.â
âThe big potâs in the pantry,â I said.
As Rachel disappeared into the small pantry and began crashing through the pots and lids, Sam leaned over to me so that his lips pressed against my ear. He whispered, âI saw one of Beckâs new wolves today. Shifted.â
It took a moment for my brain to shuffle through the meaning of his words: new wolves . Was Olivia human? Did Sam have to try to find the other wolves? What happened now?
I turned sharply toward him. He was still close enough to me that it put us nose to nose; his was still cold from being outside. I saw the worry in his eyes.
âHey, none of that while Iâm here,â Rachel said. âI like The Boy, but I donât want to watch you kiss him. Kissing in front of the loveless is an act of cruelty. Arenât you supposed to be
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