âschooâ and Mom is getting ready to take me to my schoo ⦠I mean my school.
The doorbell chimes. Rusty barks like a maniac until Mom shushes him and says, âLie down,â which he does as she answers the front door.
I canât tell whoâs here until Mom walks into the kitchen, followed by a uniformed officer of the Seattle Police Department. Heâs a young-looking guy, in his early twenties, and even though my mom looks pretty much like your typical suburban housewife, this young cop actually has his hand resting on the handle of his gun. His eyes shift back and forth across the room, like heâs expecting to be attacked at any second.
Mom says, âYouâre welcome to look around.â
âThank you, maâam,â the cop says in a stern no-nonsense voice. He adds, âWe take emergency calls very seriously.â
Mom says, âYes, of course.â
Emergency calls? Whatâs going on? Lately, Paul hasnât been raging around as much, but did something make my brother lose his temper and go off on somebody again, the way he used to? Is Cindy okay? Maybe something is up with Dad?
Mom says, âIâm so sorry about this.â
But the cop ignores her and asks, âMay I go downstairs?â
âOf course,â Mom says. She pauses. Then she adds, âDebi left about ten minutes ago and should be at the North Neighborhood Community Center soon. You can go there and see for yourself that sheâs okay.â
Debi? What the hell?
I hear them moving around downstairs, and in spite of Rustyâs whining I can still get most of what Mom is saying.
âYes,â Mom says, âshe lost her father a little over two months ago and has been with us ⦠the change has probably been very traumatic ⦠must have used the phone in the laundry room ⦠I scolded her last night ⦠ruining my albums â¦â
Now I hear the cop: âWe have to respond to any â¦â
Mom again. âOf course ⦠Iâll talk to her ⦠Iâm sure that â¦â
Now they have disappeared deeper into the basement, probably into Debiâs room because I canât hear them at all.
Soon they come back upstairs to where Iâm sitting and the policeman, who looks far more relaxed, says, âItâs good that she knows how to use 911, but she needs to understand that itâs for emergencies only.â
Mom says, âOf course. Iâll talk with her about this when she gets home. Iâll make sure she understands.â
The cop nods at Mom. âEverything here looks fine.â
Iâm thinking, âHey officer, if I could speak, Iâd tell you all about Debi. Sometimes she has her moods, but sheâs also funny and goofy, like her red cowboy hat that first morning, like her joking around with Cindy and Paul. She doesnât do bad things from meanness. In fact, most of the time she doesnât seem to have a clue whatâs really going on.â Instead what comes from my mouth is âAhhhhhhh.â
He glances at me.
Mom says, âMy son Shawn.â
The cop smiles. âIâve got a son too.â
Mom says, âReally? You look so young.â
The cop blushes. âWell, heâs only eighteen months.â
The police officer looks toward me and says, âHi there.â
When I donât say anything back, Mom says, âShawnâs profoundly disabled. Heâs not being rudeâhe canât understand or speak.â
The cop nods and looks at the floor. He takes a quick breath. âYouâve got quite a handful here, maâam.â
Mom forces a smile.
The policeman says, âIf you ever have any problem at all, please donât hesitate to call us, okay?â
âI wonât, officer.â
They are walking toward the front door when Mom adds, âIf you need to check in later, feel free.â
The cop says, âThat wonât be necessary, maâam.
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