secondhand. The metal desks and filing cabinets were all pea green. The setup reminded me of a police station. The floor plan was wide open, and you could see exactly what everyone was doing.
âCome sit over here,â Maggie said, directing me to another desk. âOnce I get you processed, weâll go over some general rules and then Iâll give you a tour of the place.â
âRules?â I said. âIâm not following any rules.â
âThe rules are for your safety. If you break the rules there will be consequences.â
âYeah, whatever,â I said, completely unafraid of consequences.
Thirty minutes later, Maggie gave me some basic rules for living in the group home.
âBoys are not allowed in this facility. There is a curfew of 6:00 p.m. on school nights and 7:00 p.m. on Saturday night. If you violate the curfew rule you will be placed in a secured facility. You must treat the staff here with respect. Theyâre here to help and listen to you, as well as help you work through any problems you may be having or going through. Stealing will not be tolerated. Drug usage will not be tolerated. Fighting, inappropriate language or dress will not be tolerated.â
âWhat can you do up in here?â I asked.
âBetter yourself,â Maggie said. I didnât respond to her comment because I wasnât sure exactly how I was supposed to do that.
âIt will take me a day or two to get your school records and have them transferred to the high school in this area.â
âWhat? I canât go to my old high school?â
âNo. Each morning everyone will get on our school bus, and youâll be driven to school as well as be picked up.â
âYouâre kidding, right?â
âNo. Iâm not,â answered Maggie. âCome on. Let me give you a tour of the place and show you where youâll be sleeping.â
The basement of the home had a small cafeteria and a common area with one television, a pool table, a combination bookshelf and magazine rack and three large tables, which were used for studying and doing homework. The main floor was where the sleeping quarters were. Everyone got a thin mattress and one small dresser with two drawers, and that was it. The main floor was also where the showers and bathrooms were located. After Maggie showed me the shower facilities, I followed her to another area where there was a group of lockers.
âThis one is yours,â she said as she handed me my combination lock. âDonât give your combination to anyone. You can keep your personal hygiene products and any other valuables you may have in here.â I opened up the small, rusty locker and was immediately assaulted by an odor.
âWhew,â I said aloud as I closed the door.
âIâm sorry about that. Iâll have one of the janitors spray some disinfectant in there for you,â Maggie said as I followed her back to the sleeping area. âHere is your cot,â she said. âIâll let you get settled in. Iâm sure the other girls will be along shortly to meet you.â
âWhen are you going to make the phone call to that dude?â I asked. All I had was hope that my biological father was a decent man who wanted a troubled girl like me. I didnât want to stay in here any longer than I had to. In my mind, anyplace was better than where I was.
âIâll do it first thing in the morning,â Maggie said.
âWhy canât we do it now?â I asked. âI mean, canât you just call him up and say, âHey, did you ever have a sexual relationship with a woman named Justine from Chicago?ââ
âItâs a little more complicated than that. Youâre in the state system now and certain protocols have to be followed. Itâs going to take a little time.â
âI donât have much time. I want to leave here.â I was feeling crazy.
âIâll do
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