started seeing Bradley, sheâd drive by the house and long for it hopelessly, the way some women long for movie stars. She knew it would never be hers but it was the dream of her heart. And then one day sheâd been with Bradley and theyâd driven by, and sheâd said, âSlow down so I can see my house,â and heâd asked her what she meant, and sheâd told him. And heâd said, âIf we were married, we could buy that house. Will you marry me?â
And sheâd said, âYes.â
What she hadnât realized at the time was that she was saying âYesâ to the house, not to Bradley.
âMaybe it wasnât a mistake,â she told the dogs as she moved back into the room. âAt least we have the house.â
It sounded cynical. And selfish. Tina would be pleased.
Einstein barked at her.
âI know,â Lucy told him. âI should pull myself together and stop talking to dogs. Well, youâre the only ones who listen to me without telling me what to do. Especially Tina, latelyâ¦â
Tina. Telling her to get rid of Bradley. Actually, packing up all his stuff in a box might be another small step toward independence. She wouldnât throw it out on the lawn, of course, but she could store it neatly in the basement. That would make the house seem more like it was hers alone.
Alone.
With Zack gone, she suddenly felt alone, as if something warm was missing.
She wasnât sure she wanted to be alone. Especially if Zack was right about the shooting and the scratchesâ¦Except of course, he wasnât right because it was ridiculous that anyone would be threatening her, and besides there was probably a perfectly good explanation for those scratchesâ¦. And if there wasnât, what was he doing leaving her alone? He should be there, protecting her. Obviously he didnât think she was in danger, or he wouldnât have left her alone.
Alone.
Of course, she wasnât alone. She had the dogs.
And besides, there were some kinds of alone that were good. In fact, wonderful. For example, the without-Bradley kind of alone was heaven. No more chill in the air, no more one-right-way-to-do-things, no more long silences and emptiness. Just her and the dogs and the fireplace. Warm.
And alone.
âEnough of this daydreaming stuff,â Lucy told the dogs, suddenly straightening. âWe have work to do. Letâs get rid of Bradley.â
Lucy packed up everything of Bradleyâs that she could find in the house, surprised to find it filled three boxes, not one. âThere was more to Bradley than I thought,â she told the dogs. Most of the stuff was papers and books. His clothes were already gone; Tina had thrown them all out the front door while the locksmiths were changing the locks. By the time Bradley had come back that night, his entire wardrobe was on the front lawn.
Mrs. Dover had enjoyed it immensely.
He hadnât argued much. Heâd knocked on the door and called her name, and then Tina had opened it and threatened him, and heâd gone away.
Not much of a fighter, Bradley.
Not much of a lover, either.
Or maybe that was just with her. Maybe he was better with the blonde.
The blonde. Lucy tensed as she remembered the shock sheâd felt when sheâd come home to find the blonde standing in the middle of the living room. Her living room. Saying that she and Bradley had been together in the house. Her house. Her bedroom. How could she have been so stupid, not to even have had a clue? How could Bradley do that to her?
He had just stood there with his mouth working like a fish, saying he could explain.
Except he never had.
He was a creep. Bringing that woman into her house. Her house. What a creep.
At least she was free of him now.
Her eyes fell on the boxes.
Or she soon would be.
She stood, gently displacing Einsteinâs head from her knee, and carried Bradleyâs boxes to the basement door. She set
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