feeling sadness, I was weak with admiration.
My first impulse was to revere that spectacular, grandiose, logical comclusion: Samuel and his dog had been a couple to the end! That double death struck me as flagrantly romantic. There was no doubt that the death of one had called for the death of the other. And as was their wont, they had acted in concert, abandoning life almost simultaneously, both suffering a violent demise.
Then I recovered my self-control and reprimanded myself for my thoughts:
Donât be ridiculous. No oneâs ever killed himself because his dog was run over by a car. Samuel may have been planning suicide for ages, but put it off as long as he did in order to take care of his companion. Once the dog was gone, he carried out his plan . . . Or maybe, just after Argosâs accident, Samuel learned that he was suffering from an incurable illness, and wanted to spare himself a long, drawn-out death . . . Yes, yes, it must be something like that . . . A series of coincidences!
He didnât kill himself for grief. No oneâs ever committed suicide because his dog was run over.
The more I denied that hypothesis, the more sensible and self-evident it seemed.
Irritably, my head heavy, I decided not to go straight home but headed instead for the Pétrelle, just to pay tribute to our friend Samuel by commemorating his memory with my fellow villagers.
Unfortunately, public rumor was even more inflamed than my imagination: at the bar, at the tables, along the broad sidewalk where, in spite of the cold, the regulars had come out to drink their beer, everyone thought that Dr. Heymann had taken his own life because of what had happened to his dog.
âIf youâd seen him when he picked the animal up from the road, all in pieces like that . . . It was terrifying.â
âHe must have been distraught.â
âNo, he was filled with hatred! He kept screaming âNo!â and spitting at the sky, with his eyes all bloodshot, then he turned to us as we approached him and I really thought he was going to kill us all! I mean we hadnât done anything, but the way he looked at us . . . If heâd had daggers instead of eyes, weâd have all been goners.â
âWhere was this?â
âThe Villers Road, after the Tronchonsâ farm.â
âAnd who did it?â
âNobody knows. He drove straight off.â
âThat dog was clever, though. It avoided cars and never ran away from its master.â
âMaryse, his housekeeper, told me they were both looking at mushrooms at the side of the ditch when a truck passed at top speed, missing the doctor by a hairâs breadth but hitting Argos full on in the pelvis. The dog was torn to pieces. The truck driver must have seen them, but didnât swerve by an inch to avoid them. A real bastard!â
âThere are some stupid people around!â
âPoor animal.â
âPoor animal and poor doctor.â
âBut then to go and blow his brains out afterwards!â
âYou canât argue with grief.â
âAll the same!â
âDammit, Heymann was a doctorâheâd seen people die before and never killed himself.â
âWell, maybe he loved his dog more than he loved people . . . â
âIâm afraid youâre right.â
âStop! Heâd already lost other dogs. Whenever one of them died, he didnât think twice, heâd just go out and buy a new one. In fact, people were shocked that he didnât wait longer.â
âMaybe this Argos was better than the others.â
âOr else the doctor was getting tired.â
âHold on a minute! The other dogs all died normally, of old age. Not turned into mincemeat by a hit-and-run driver!â
âAll the same, I think itâs a bit weird to love dogs so much, and youâll never persuade me otherwise.â
âTo love dogs so much or people so
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