under the freeway and BART tracks. She waves in the direction of a big blue van idling across the street, and it makes a U-turn and pulls up right in front of us.
The guy who gets out of the driverâs seat is thin and well-dressed in a sweater-vest and bow tie, with a wide smile that immediately puts me at ease. âThis is Cole.â Stella beams.
âI feel a little underdressed,â I say. I am wearing a ratty old T-shirt and pajama pants with sledding penguins on them.
âYou look great,â Cole says with a surprisingly girlish voice. Heâs so convincing as a boy, I almost forgot heâs not quite one, at least not physically.
âCancer chic,â Stella says.
They roll me up a makeshift ramp into the back of the van. âThis is Vincent,â Cole says.
âThe van?â I say.
âYeah,â Cole says. âAs in van Gogh.â
âGet it?â Stella says. âVan. Go .â They laugh at the bad joke together and I ache for Will, for these silly things shared by people in love.
The inside of the van is cozy with a futon mattress, a beanbag chair and assorted cushions on an orange shag carpet. Stella pushes them aside to make room for my chair, then covers me with a blanket that smells faintly of mildew.
âPut your brakes on, Scooter,â Stella says. âWeâre going for a ride.â
âIs that a disco ball?â I say, noticing a sparkling orb hanging from the ceiling.
âIt most definitely is a disco ball,â Stella answers.
âYou never know when youâre going to need to dance,â Cole says.
âHow am I supposed to keep from falling over?â
âWatch this,â Stella says. She pulls a giant clump of tangled bungee cords out of a plastic bag, hands half of them to Cole, and they start attaching my chair to door handles, metal hooks, anything they can find thatâs solid. Pretty soon Iâm sitting in the middle of an intricate web that looks like it was spun by a deranged spider. Stella gives my chair a test push and it barely budges.
âWow,â I say.
âA feat of engineering,â Stella agrees.
âYou feel safe?â Cole says.
âAs safe as Iâm going to.â
âThen letâs get the hell out of here,â Stella says. She slams the back doors closed and they get in their seats in the front.
âWait a minute,â I say. âWhy am I facing the back? I canât see anything.â
âExactly,â Stella says. I can hear the evil grin in her voice.
âWhere are we going?â
âThatâs a surprise, obviously,â she says. âDuh.â
âDid you really just say âduhâ?â She doesnât answer. I feel the car pulling out of the parking lot into the street. âYouâre basically kidnapping me, you know.â
âTechnically, I think Coleâs kidnapping both of us,â Stella says.
âSorry for kidnapping you,â Cole says. âAre you okay back there?â
âYeah. Itâs kind of bouncy.â
âAre you going to puke?â Stella says.
âProbably not. Considering the fact that Iâm supposed to die in a few weeks, I feel surprisingly good.â
âLa-la-la-la!â Cole sing-screams loudly.
âCole doesnât like it when we talk about dying.â
âOh, sorry.â
Sometimes I forget how uncomfortable normal people get when we joke about being sick. They donât understand that turning it into a joke is sometimes the only thing that makes it bearable.
âSo,â Stella says. âI have a very important question for you. What kind of music do you like?â
âMusic? I donât know. I never really thought about it. I guess I just listen to whateverâs on the radio.â
âNo,â she says. âNo no no no no no no. That is unacceptable.â
âDefinitely unacceptable,â Cole agrees. âIf Stella didnât love
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