I looked out into the band hall. Mr. Dante was taping a piece of paper to his office door; five or six kids were already crowded around.
âSit in chair order today,â I heard him say, and my heart pretty much stopped.
âCool, letâs go look!â Gabby hurried out of the cubby room, still hooking her sax to her neck strap. It was hard not to sprint across the room, but somehow I managed. Holding my breath, I reached the door and found my section on the list.
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French Horn
1. Natasha Prynne
2. Holly Mead
3. Brooke Dennis
4. Owen Reynolds
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This could not be right.
I stared at the results, a wave of numbness washing over me. Turning, I dodged elbows and horns as more kids crowded around the door and walked slowly to my seat.
Second chair. Second best.
Gabby plopped down in her regular seat. âCongrats!â she said cheerfully, and I looked at her blankly. Was she joking?
âHuh?â
She raised an eyebrow. âUm, congrats?â she repeated. âSecond chair, thatâs really good.â
Oh my God, she was serious. I forced myself to smile. âOh, thanks. Congrats to you, too.â
âThanks!â Gabby was first chair alto saxâno surprise there. I looked down at my horn, very aware of the empty seat between us and the girl who was about to sit in it.
âTake your seats, please!â Mr. Dante called. I closed my eyes as everyone found their chairs. It was bad enough that Iâd cried in scienceâI was
not
doing it in band. Especially with Natasha right next to me.
I couldnât ignore her, though. Taking a deep breath, I looked up just as she sat next to me.
âHey.â My voice sounded normalâcheerful, even. Good.
âHey.â Natasha fake-smiled, and I fake-smiled right back.
Yeah, this was going to be stellar.
Rehearsal seemed to drag on forever. When Mr. Dante finally told us to pack up, I was relieved for about two seconds. Then I realized I still had to get through lunch with Julia and Natasha. The whole walk from the band hall to the cafeteria, I racked my brain trying to think of something to talk about besides the chair test.
But before I even took out my sandwich, the perfect distraction walked by.
âHi, Julia.â
The three of us glanced up at Seth Anderson, and Julia immediately turned tomato red.
âOh! Hi, um . . . Seth,â she stammered, her voice unnaturally high.
The second he was out of earshot, Natasha and I started giggling uncontrollably.
âWhat?â Julia cried.
âYouâre
so red
!â I exclaimed. She glared at me, which only made me laugh harder. âAnd whatâs up with your voice?â
ââ
Hi, um . . . Seth
,ââ Natasha squeaked, grinning when Julia punched her lightly on the arm. âDid you actually forget his name or something? Or waitâwere you trying to play it cool?â
âThatâs totally what it was,â I said before Julia could respond. âShe was all, do I know you? Wait, donât we have PE together or something?â
Natasha cracked up. âHang onâ
youâre
the reason I got smacked in the face during dodgeball! I wasnât paying attention because I was too busy staring at yourââ
âOkay, okay!â Julia was laughing despite herself. âEnough, guys. He just . . . surprised me. Weâve never actually talked before.â
âIt sounded like the first time youâve ever
talked
, period,â I said nonchalantly, unwrapping my sandwich. Julia groaned and buried her face in her hands, and Natasha and I grinned at each other.
For a second. Then we both realized what we were doing and looked away.
â
Any
way.â Julia sat up, her cheeks still a little pink. âSo, hey, I ended up getting fifth chair! Way better than I thought. But geez, you guys rocked it.â
And we were back to awkward. I focused on opening my bag of chips,
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