complaint.
âWhat is this place!â
âI want McDonaldâs. I want a Happy Meal!â
âChange of plans, guys.â As long as this place didnât serve rat-poop tacos, they were getting lunch here.
âDo they have Happy Meals?â Adam was whining, worried.
âI donât know. Maybe. Weâll find out.â
Pennyâs wailing changed pitch, picking up on the tension. Isaac crossed his arms. âYou promised us Happy Meals. This place doesnât have Happy Meals.â
Fuck fucking Happy Meals! thought Rose. With their cheap pieces of landfill fodder and pink slime burgers. I wish Iâd never taken you to McDonaldâs, so I wouldnât have to hear about it all the time. So I wouldnât give in to your whining. So I wouldnât use it to give me five minutes of peace once a week.
But aloud she said, âMaybe they have something like a Happy Meal.â
Isaac dug in. âThey donât. Only McDonaldâs has Happy Meals.â
âI want french fries. Do they have french fries?â
âYou promised, Mom! You promised!â
Pennyâs wails were high-pitched, piercing, cutting around the interior.
And then suddenly Rose was screaming.
âQuiet! Please! Just shut the hell up!â
Instant silence. The children stared at her. Stunned.
Rose rubbed her forehead.
âAre you okay?â crackled a deep voice.
No, thought Rose. I am not okay. Nothing about me is okay.
âMaâam?â
Rose looked around for the source of the deep voice. Outside her window sat a fiberglass version of the winking Orange, its grinning teeth replaced with the battered grille of a speaker.
Rose looked at it for a moment. Trying to find her voice. Trying to find her sanity.
âUh ⦠Kidâs meals?â
âWe got âem.â
Rose took a breath. In the back, the kids were still silent. Frightened of their mother.
She managed, âThree, please.â
Rose pulled forward. Clutching the wheel. Knuckles white.
You do not cry in front of the kids. You do not cry in front of the kids.
But she was crying. She wiped at the hot welling in the corners of her eyes. Fighting it. Trying to calm the stress.
âNine fifty, please.â
Rose looked over. At the pickup window a pair of hands held out three small bags.
Rose riffled through her purse, finding calm in this simple interaction. She could regain her hold of the situation. Reassure the kids. Maybe they were all just hungry. Some food would fix it. Some food would make it all go away. She handed over a twenty and took the bags, distributing them back.
âMake sure Penny only eats one fry at a time, okay, Isaac?â
Zackie nodded, stuffing fries into his mouth. Rose took a breath. It would get better.
âYour change.â
âThanks.â Rose reached out to the pile of bills from the hands, looking up at the cashier holding themâ
It was Hugo.
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Of course it couldnât be Hugo.
Rose stared up at the cashier, mouth open. It couldnât be.
But it was.
There above her, in the window of this crappy fast-food restaurant, was the face of the man she had been dreaming about since she was six years old. It was a face she had seen grin down at her as they flew upward into the clouds. A face she had known as a boy and watched grow into a man.
It was him.
Older. Heavier. With glasses. But definitely him .
He turned back to the register, never really looking at her. Even from behind, the angle of his neck, the way his earlobe met his jaw â¦
Hugo.
Roseâs heart slammed against the walls of her chest. She wasnât breathing.
Honk! A car was waiting behind them. Impatient for its turn.
Rose pulled forward, a small sip of oxygen finally making its way into her lungs. She paused in the parking lot, her foot on the brake.
Hugo.
That was Hugo.
It couldnât be, but it was.
Hugo in the building behind me. Hugo in a paper cap.
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