his gaze burning into meâthe girl heâd vowed to nail by the end of summer.
Early March, Two Days After the Last ParlorFly Chat Message, Private Chat
T-Rex Alvarez: U there?
10:43pm
T-Rex Alvarez:  . . . ?
10:45pm
Lana Peyton: Hi.
10:46pm
T-Rex Alvarez: Damn. U cold or what?
10:46pm
Lana Peyton: I just thought we agreed to cut this out.
10:47pm
T-Rex Alvarez: U agreed.
10:47pm
Lana Peyton: God. I told youâthings went too far. Youâve got a girlfriend, and this isnât right.
10:48pm
T-Rex Alvarez: That didnât bug u much the 1st time. And the 2nd. And the 3rd.
10:48pm
Lana Peyton: I DONâT WANT TO TALK TO YOU.
10:49pm
T-Rex Alvarez: Ur not serious. Cum on Lana.
10:49pm
Lana Peyton: I canât believe you want to keep on with this. I never thought Iâd be a cheater, and itâs disgusting. I liked you, Rex, but I have to wonder what kind of person you are now.
10:50pm
T-Rex Alvarez: Same kind of person u r.
10:50pm
Lana Peyton: Fuck you.
10:50pm
T-Rex Alvarez: Invitation? I have a better idea. Cum 2 my room for real.
10:50pm
Lana Peyton: Stop joking around.
10:52pm
T-Rex Alvarez: No joke.
10:52pm
Lana Peyton: Iâm not amused.
10:52pm
T-Rex Alvarez: ??? U there?
10:54pm
T-Rex Alvarez: K. Have it ur way. Do u no how many girlz would want to b in ur place?
10:55pm
Lana Peyton: Famous last words, Rex.
10:55pm
T-Rex Alvarez: WTF duz that even mean?
10:56pm
Lana Peyton has blocked T-Rex Alvarez.
10:56pm
5
I was still under the heat of Micahâs gaze as he stood by his car. I was rooted to the ground, my knees too weak for me to run or hide, when another girl went over to him.
She looked like sheâd just stepped out of a NASCAR wet dream with short shorts that cupped her butt, cowboy boots, and a red tank top that showed off her ample charms. A bottle blonde with hairsprayed hair and lipsticked lips, holding a green bandana in one hand while she draped her other arm around Micahâs neck.
He smiled at me across the distanceâa sideswipe grin that told me he thought it was funny that I couldnât drag my gaze away from himâand rested a hand on NASCARâs butt.
As a flush raged over my skinâdamn, sometimes it sucked to be a blondeâthe crowd hooted, the girl pressing herself up against Micah and pulling him down for a kiss.
He kept watching me, including me in the kiss like this was some kind of threesome, or like he was letting me know that this girl could be me, Shelby Carson, with a little more hairspray, lipstick, and willingness. All itâd take was one word.
Yes
. And thatâs exactly what I was hearing in the back of my mind: a soft whisper, a sigh of surrender that melted through my bones.
Yes
. His lips, hot and urgent, a first, scary kiss from a guy I shouldnât be anywhere close to. His mouth against mine, slow and insistent, wrong and right . . .
As the girl threw her other arm around his neck, bringing him even closer, I made myself look away, crossing my arms over my chest. Making myself breathe again because, somewhere along the line, Iâd stopped, as usual.
Everybody was still cheering him on as I gazed at the small group that lingered by the Impala. The driver leaned against his door, and he was big one. Not Hulk-big, but stocky in a former glory-day wrestler kind of way. Itâd been a while since heâd been in high school, too.
âEvie,â I said. âWhat kind of party is this?â
âItâs supposed to be a kegger.â She followed my gaze to the Impala crowd, her voice so casual that I knew she was trying to get my mind off Micahâs little show. âBut now Iâm not so sure. All I know is thatâs Brian Taggert whoâs driving the Impala. He went to school over in Arbuckle.â
A county rival, and his friends were quietly talking to him, jerking their chins toward Micah. Then Brian pushed away from his
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