okay . . .â
âWhat are you gonna do?â Carole asked, using her
Iâm a mother, so donât bullshit me
tone. âHow long are you gonna be out there?â
âI donât know,â Lyse said, running her hand along the front of a tall redwood fence while she walked. âI guess Iâll talk to her doctors, see if thereâs anything she hasnât told me. Figure out what I can do to make her happy while sheâs . . . you know.â
âDamn, Bear.â
An older man was leaning against his chain-link fence, watching Lyse as she talked. It made her feel exposed, standing there on the sidewalk, so she decided to walk faster.
âI donât want to talk about it anymore,â Lyse said. âTalking about it just makes me want to cryâand I donât want to do that right now. Tell me about the house, okay?â
âSure thing,â Carole saidâthe last bit of
thing
cut off by a loud screech on Caroleâs end of the line.
âBemo, no! I said no cookie right nowââ
Lyse couldnât help but smile. The thought of BemoâCaroleâs ridiculously adorable hellion of a three-year-oldâstanding in the middle of the kitchen, hands on hips, shaking his auburn curls, and demanding his mamaâs attention was just too damn wonderful.
âI miss Beams already,â Lyse said, feeling an ache in her heart the size and shape of Caroleâs toddler.
âYou want him? Iâll put the little monster on a plane to Los Angeles right now.â
She knew Carole was only teasing. Bemo was the greatest thing thatâd ever happened to her best friend, and she would never let him out of her sight. Still, the thought of Bemo hanging out with Eleanora was, like, the best thing ever.
âIâll take him,â Lyse said. âEleanora would love to have him come stay.â
âYeah, he is pretty damn adorable,â Carole said, and Lyse could hear the pride in her friendâs voice.
âHeâs the best,â Lyse agreed, wishing she were back in Athens with Carole and Bemo instead of hiding out in Los Angeles. In many ways, Carole and her son were as much a part of her family as Eleanora was. Sheâd been there holding Caroleâs hand when Bemo was born, so if that didnât count for something, she didnât know what did.
âHere, take the cookie. I need quiet while I talk to Bear,â
Carole said to Bemo. âJeez Louise, that kid has
energy
! Okay, so where were we?â
âDo I need to do anything about the house?â
âThey broke a window, but Iâve got a glazier coming,â her friend replied, and Lyse could hear the strain in Caroleâs voice as she hoisted Bemo onto her hip. âBeams and I can go over there tonight and start putting it back together for you.â
âYou wouldnât mind?â Lyse asked, surprised to find herself standing in front of a tiny modern glass-and-metal coffee bar that definitely hadnât been there when Lyse was growing up.
âOf course. Itâs my job to help my best friend out,â Carole said. âAnd please send my love to Eleanora, okay?â
âI will,â Lyse said, peering around the row of hedges separating the coffee bar from the local elementary school. âI just wish she were a little easier to reach. Itâs difficult to really break through to her.â
âShe raised you, and she loves you,â Carole said.
âI know.â
There was nothing to add. Carole had called it: Eleanora loved her and she loved Eleanora. Lyse just needed to hold on to that and let it help her through the messed-up times.
âHey, I need to run, but thank you. For letting me know whatâs going on,â Lyse said. âAm I terrible? I just canât even think about whatâs happening back there right now. And you can handle the nursery on your own for a while?â
âI can run the
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