asking. When was the last time you went?â
âNever been.â
âWell, I like those,â she gestures at my sleeve tatts.
âCheers.â
âWhat do they represent?â
âOh, you know. Power, money, respect,â I say nonchalantly, trying to throw her off the scent.
She looks up again. âTatts like that are a pretty modern thing. Based on
tapa
designs.â
âAh, okay.â I didnât know that.
The
zzzzz
of the tattoo machine.
After a while she says, âSometimes you get skin thatâs coarse and dotted with pores as big as bullet holes. People whoâve been eating chips and gravy every day since they were ten. Two-minute noodles and toast. Drinking beer and smoking bongs twenty-four seven, getting psoriasis. But whatever the case, skinâs the best canvas. Bleeds, fights, fucks. Skin tells a story like nothing else.â
âBut not the whole story,â I say, thinking of Jimmy.
She doesnât reply. The outline is nearly complete.
âYou got a boyfriend?â I ask.
âUsed to. Now I date women. Mostly.â
âSweet. We got something in common then.â
She laughs, showing very white teeth.
Sheâs the least-inked tattoo artist
Iâve ever seen.
Her skin is perfectly bare
but for one teardrop
tatted under her right eye.
She has messy black hair piled on her head
and is wearing a loose white singlet
with a black bra visible from the side.
âWhatâs your name?â
âScarlett.â
âScarlett what?â
âPlanning to look me up?â
âNah, just wondering.â
âSnow. Scarlett Snow.â
âReally?â
âYeh, yeh, I know. Sounds like a porn name. Or a metal band.â
âNah, I think itâs cool. Itâs . . . evocative. You should thank your parents.â
She laughs again.
When I leave, I call Georgie
but she doesnât answer.
Broke as, now
At the paint shop looking at Beltons and Montanas.
Good paints.
Canât afford em, but.
I momentarily think of racking them
but there are people everywhere.
Racking paint
The rush of theft
turned into a part-time occupation,
back in the day.
Stash the tins in an anorak.
Wheel a bin full of paint
out the back of a hardware store.
Whatever.
Jimmy, Aleks and me kept our spots secret,
guarded them
viciously.
It was like a game to see who
could get the best paints.
Back then,
Bunnings was good for Dulux and Wattyl.
Autobahn for Krylon.
Magnet Mart for PlastiKote.
Shoe stores for Tuxan.
Horse saddle places for raven oil to make stainer.
Art stores always
cottoned on quickly
and stopped stocking cans.
Fuck those were good times.
There is one thing I could do
I walk to the basketball courts with Mercury Fire on a leash.
I chain him up and he stands stock-still,
staring far off,
a muscle in his shoulder twitching.
The afternoonâs cooling down at last,
the sky as pink as a catâs mouth,
spires of smoke on the hills.
I do some lazy stretches and
my hamstrings scream.
I almost feel like crying at the pain.
Mercury starts barking
at a bunch of colourful parrots sitting in the bending fennel.
I let him off the leash,
and they twitter and fly away,
points
in a
moving constellation.
Dad used to say Aussie birds reminded him
of fish in the reef near his village,
Free, multicoloured, dreamlike.
This courtâs been here ages,
blacktop crumbling around the edges.
Beneath the hoop is a hopscotch grid in yellow chalk.
Commonâs âBeâ playing from my phone.
I pound the ball on the ground a few times,
the ring alien at first,
but soon Iâm sweating,
getting my range back.
I take my shirt off to feel the dying sun,
being careful of the cling wrap over my new tatt.
Bounce, bounce,
fingertips, rhythm,
limbs turn to fire,
Bounce, bounce,
my body an instrument
of knowing,
of knowledge,
of concentration,
Bounce, bounce,
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