Chris starts moving her hips up and down, feeling the fullness of him. Wanting to experience the feeling of letting go while he pulsates inside her, she encourages him to pound deeper. Breathing heavy, almost feeling like she ’ s gasping for air, she moans and let ’ s the feelings wash over her as her body starts to shake. Sliding her hands down to his buttocks, Chris holds him tightly to her and lets herself cum all over him. Chris feels his legs start to quiver as she clenches and unclenches tightly around him. With a final thrust Brandon lets go, collapsing on top of her.
Chris starts crying. Why is she crying? Mom never said anything about crying after feeling so good. Brandon raises his head and looks down at her.
“ Chris? I ’ m sorry. We shouldn ’ t have. I didn ’ t mean to hurt you. ” Chris moves her hands from his back, presses the backs of them to her eyes, and shakes her head.
“ You didn ’ t hurt me. ”
“ Then why are you crying? ”
With a tearful laugh Chris tells him,
“ I don ’ t know. I kind of feel happy and yet sad at the same time. ”
Brandon smiles down at her before rolling off onto his side and pulling her with him, he holds her close. Chris lays her head against his chest and feels his heart beating as he whispers to her.
“ Chris why are you sad? ” Not wanting to move Chris keeps her head firmly against his chest.
“ I don ’ t really know, maybe because I ’ m not a virgin anymore. Or maybe it ’ s because so many things are going to change in the next few months. We will be graduating and you ’ ll be going off to college. ”
“ But college doesn ’ t start until August. We will be together all summer and then I ’ ll be home for Christmas. Chris … I love you. I don ’ t ever want you to feel sad. ”
Chris ’ heart feels like it ’ s going to burst with the love she feels for him. She clings to him never wanting to stop feeling his heartbeat against her cheek and starts crying softly again. Brandon holds her in his arms for what seems like hours and yet it feels like it will never be long enough.
“ Chris, we ’ ve got to get up and go, or your mom and dad will be wondering where we are. ”
Nothing seems to have changed. There ’ s school and now instead of football there ’ s baseball practice every day. Brandon ’ s promised her they will go back to the cabin on spring break and she ’ s counting off the days until he holds her close again, feeling his heartbeat on her cheek and him throbbing deep inside her. The only thing that ’ s different is when he kisses her goodnight, holding her in his arms Brandon tells her that he loves her, and then there ’ s the fact that she worries she could have gotten pregnant. She knows they were reckless the first time. It happened so suddenly. She hadn ’ t gone and gotten birth control pills and he hadn ’ t used a condom. Next time they need to be more careful.
Two weeks before spring break, they are sitting on the porch swing and Brandon squeezes Chris ’ hand.
“ My parents want to meet you. ”
“ I didn ’ t know your parents knew about me. ”
“ Oh, they do. ” What he doesn ’ t tell her is how they found out about her. That it was Amber ’ s mom that told his Mom when they attended a dinner party at her house. Brandon had dated Amber a few times over the summer before he had met Chris senior year and Amber was one of the worst offenders when it came to being mean to Chris. It ’ s not that Brandon is ashamed of her. Everyone knows they are a couple, but he didn ’ t tell his parents, because he knows how his mom is and she would do everything in her power to break them up.
Chris starts her usual fidget of opening and closing her fists.
“ When do they want to meet me? ” Deep down she ’ s scared to death.
“ My mom wants you to come have dinner with us on Wednesday.
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