makeup on her face, and her short gray hair done in soft curls. âYou look great. Whatâs the occasion?â Jordan rose and started to help Granny into the chair sheâd been sitting in. Her grandmother shook off her assistance. âChild, I wish you would stop listening to your mother. I can manage by myself.â She sank into the chair and waved Jordan toward the one next to her. âDougâs going to be at the Prairie Pride meeting tonight. I finally talked him into being part of the group at church.â âYou really like him?â A twinkle entered her eyes, and her mouth tilted up in a huge grin. âYeah. And I donât care what Eileen thinks.â âMom will come around. Give her time.â âTime isnât my friend. Iâm going to grasp the brass ring while I can still reach for it.â Jordan chuckled. âI love you. After the day Iâve had, you still manage to make me laugh.â âYou finally told your young man about Nicholas? I know youâve been praying about it.â She chewed on a fingernail then realized what she was doing and dropped her hand into her lap, grasping both of them together to keep from doing it. âZachary isnât my young man, but yes I did today.â Seeing him earlier had renewed feelings she wantedâneededâto deny, especially when she discovered that Zachary hadnât known about the calls all those years ago. âI imagine he wasnât too pleased.â âThatâs putting it mildly.â âAnd now you need to talk with Nicholas?â Jordan nodded. âIâve made a mess of everything. I wish Iâd never run into Zachary.â At least a part of her wished that, but another part wondered if she and Zachary could put the past behind them and start over. Her grandmother cocked her head and studied Jordan with those sensitive dark eyes that could see right through her. âDo you really? You donât think this is for the best in the end?â Her clasped hands squeezed until her fingers tingled. âYou always did like Zachary.â âHeâs a likeable young man. But what I feel isnât the point. This is about Nicholas and you, and your son deserves to know.â Jordan dropped her head and stared at her hands twisting together. âIâm afraid Iâm gonna have to get used to seeing Zachary.â âGood. Itâs about time. I hated seeing you two break up.â Jordan looked at her grandmother. âYou never said anything before. You sound like Rachel.â âIt was your mistake to make.â âMistake? It wouldnât have worked back then. I wanted different things than Zachary.â âHow about now?â âI donât know him. I realized that when I saw him.â Jordanâs mom came into the kitchen. âThere you are. We need to get going or youâll be late.â âAnd we wouldnât want that.â Her grandmother winked at Jordan then rose slowly, peering at her. âI suggest you get to know him.â âI was looking for your walker. Where is it?â Eileen scanned the room. âI put it away.â âYou canât.â âI can do what I want. I donât need it.â Her grandmother hobbled toward the back door, saying, âLetâs get going. I donât want to be late,â then disappeared outside. Her mom huffed and stalked past Jordan. âSee what I have to put up with.â âSee you in a couple hours.â Jordan pushed to her feet and took her mug to the sink. For a few seconds the dark out the window enticed her attention. Anything to prolong going to Nicholasâs room. Anything to prolong having the conversation about his father. Anything to rewrite the past. Not possible. A long breath hissed from her lips. She moved toward the hallway. The doorbell rang. She quickly diverted her path to the front foyer,