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revenge on me for beating him up, but also because I can’t forget this uneasy feeling that I’ve had since we got together. It feels so good being with her, but it’s also so wrong and I know one day it’s going to catch up with us and we’ll have to pay the consequences.
I feel bad for Viv though, she’s had to hang out in some random places so no one would see her while Annie and I were together. I feel like a dick for doing this to Viv. I’m brought out of my thoughts by a knock on the door. I smile seeing what time it is. She’s here. I rush to the door and open it. I wrap my arms around her small frame and kiss her softly.
“I missed you.” I say in between kisses.
“I missed you too.” She smiles up at me and just as she is about to walk through the door, when someone grabs her and drags her out towards the lake. I scream her name and run after them. The man turns around and I see Jared smirk at me as he disappears into the lake with her. My pace quickens as I run as fast as I can, screaming her name all the way.
I feel someone shake me and saying my name loud. I slowly open my eyes and see the most beautiful yet frightened purple eyes.
“What’s wrong?” I stroke Viv’s cheek but she pulls away from me. “Viv, talk to me.”
“You were dreaming about Annie,” she whispers and gets up, heading to what I’m guessing is the bathroom. I sigh and get up, about to go after her when she slams the door and locks it. Way to go, subconscious.
“I’m sorry, Viv. I can’t control what happens in my nightmares,” I say through the door.
“Right.” Is the only reply I get. She’s pissed at me, I didn’t expect this morning to turn to shit this fast. I sigh and walk back to the bed. I put on my boxers and check my phone. I wish I could take back whatever I said in my dreams. I don’t ever want to hurt her. I rub my face and look up when she emerges from the bathroom.
“Are you okay?” I get up and walk to her. I wrap my arms around her and pull her to me.
“No, I’m not.” She sighs. “I’m hungover as fuck and hearing you say Annie’s name in your sleep wasn’t something I was ready for,” she says honestly.
“I’m sorry, I can’t control them. They happen on a nightly basis and every single one ends exactly the same, Jared pulling her away from me. Go take some Aspirin with orange juice for your hangover. Come on, I’ll take care of you.” I kiss her head and walk her to the kitchen. We both look at each other as we inspect the mess we left last night. There are empty bottles everywhere and slices of lemon and salt litter the entire living room table. I can’t help but chuckle.
“Ugh. I’m never drinking this much again!” She frowns and squeezes my hand.
“I’ll stop you sooner next time.” I chuckle.
“Because you think there will be a next time? This shouldn’t be happening, Gabe. We shouldn’t have kissed, let alone let last night happen. It’s forbidden. You dated my dead twin sister. I can’t believe I’ve let last night happen.” She rubs her face, frustrated with herself.
“I know we shouldn’t have, but it happened and there’s nothing we can do to erase that. If we could, would you?” I look at her, hoping she won’t crush my heart.
She looks up at me, thinking. “I don’t think I would even if it’s fucking wrong, but I can’t help thinking about how Annie must feel right now if she’s watching over us. We fucking betrayed her!”
“We didn’t,” I say through clenched teeth. “Yes, we are fucking twisted for fucking last night and for enjoying it, but I don’t fucking regret it and never will. I have no fucking clue where this will lead but I’m not going to let it fuck with my head. I want to enjoy it for the time being. I’m sick and fucking tired of living in the past. I don’t want us to live in the past anymore. Yes, what happened is beyond horrible, but I’ve let it lead my life for long enough, and so have you.” I sigh
I feel bad for Viv though, she’s had to hang out in some random places so no one would see her while Annie and I were together. I feel like a dick for doing this to Viv. I’m brought out of my thoughts by a knock on the door. I smile seeing what time it is. She’s here. I rush to the door and open it. I wrap my arms around her small frame and kiss her softly.
“I missed you.” I say in between kisses.
“I missed you too.” She smiles up at me and just as she is about to walk through the door, when someone grabs her and drags her out towards the lake. I scream her name and run after them. The man turns around and I see Jared smirk at me as he disappears into the lake with her. My pace quickens as I run as fast as I can, screaming her name all the way.
I feel someone shake me and saying my name loud. I slowly open my eyes and see the most beautiful yet frightened purple eyes.
“What’s wrong?” I stroke Viv’s cheek but she pulls away from me. “Viv, talk to me.”
“You were dreaming about Annie,” she whispers and gets up, heading to what I’m guessing is the bathroom. I sigh and get up, about to go after her when she slams the door and locks it. Way to go, subconscious.
“I’m sorry, Viv. I can’t control what happens in my nightmares,” I say through the door.
“Right.” Is the only reply I get. She’s pissed at me, I didn’t expect this morning to turn to shit this fast. I sigh and walk back to the bed. I put on my boxers and check my phone. I wish I could take back whatever I said in my dreams. I don’t ever want to hurt her. I rub my face and look up when she emerges from the bathroom.
“Are you okay?” I get up and walk to her. I wrap my arms around her and pull her to me.
“No, I’m not.” She sighs. “I’m hungover as fuck and hearing you say Annie’s name in your sleep wasn’t something I was ready for,” she says honestly.
“I’m sorry, I can’t control them. They happen on a nightly basis and every single one ends exactly the same, Jared pulling her away from me. Go take some Aspirin with orange juice for your hangover. Come on, I’ll take care of you.” I kiss her head and walk her to the kitchen. We both look at each other as we inspect the mess we left last night. There are empty bottles everywhere and slices of lemon and salt litter the entire living room table. I can’t help but chuckle.
“Ugh. I’m never drinking this much again!” She frowns and squeezes my hand.
“I’ll stop you sooner next time.” I chuckle.
“Because you think there will be a next time? This shouldn’t be happening, Gabe. We shouldn’t have kissed, let alone let last night happen. It’s forbidden. You dated my dead twin sister. I can’t believe I’ve let last night happen.” She rubs her face, frustrated with herself.
“I know we shouldn’t have, but it happened and there’s nothing we can do to erase that. If we could, would you?” I look at her, hoping she won’t crush my heart.
She looks up at me, thinking. “I don’t think I would even if it’s fucking wrong, but I can’t help thinking about how Annie must feel right now if she’s watching over us. We fucking betrayed her!”
“We didn’t,” I say through clenched teeth. “Yes, we are fucking twisted for fucking last night and for enjoying it, but I don’t fucking regret it and never will. I have no fucking clue where this will lead but I’m not going to let it fuck with my head. I want to enjoy it for the time being. I’m sick and fucking tired of living in the past. I don’t want us to live in the past anymore. Yes, what happened is beyond horrible, but I’ve let it lead my life for long enough, and so have you.” I sigh
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