I knew that sensation; Iâd felt it before.
It wasnât sore or itchy the way a bite might feel.
It was tingling and weirdly warm . . .
Let me make one thing clear: I didnât steal anything from the Big Cow Cafe. Why would I? I donât even like smoked-trout sandwiches, and Iâd already had lunch â a steaming sausage roll with zigzag sauce.
I was only in the cafe because my older brother, Connor, was selling bait worms to the cafe owner. That guy sure used a lot of fish in his cafe.
The cafe owner paid Connor while I waited beside the sandwich counter, staring up at the ceiling fans and sniffing the air â fresh cakes, warm pies, even the coffee smelled good.
But as we headed for the door, the owner rushed around the counter yelling, âStop! Stop, thief!â
I glanced around, looking for the thief.
The owner raced up to me, his fat cheeks wobbling. He grabbed something poking out of the top of my gym bag. It was a smoked-trout sandwich.
âWhy didnât you pay for this?â he asked gruffly. His breath smelled like stale coffee.
My neck burned and I barely managed to shake my head. I hadnât taken the sandwich. How did it end up in my bag?
âJamie!â hissed Connor behind me.
A lady with sunglasses whispered to her granddaughter and pointed at me.
âHow old are you, young man?â asked the cafe owner and crossed his arms.
âEleven,â I squeaked, looking around at all the faces. âBut I didnât take the sandwich. I promise! How could I have reached it?â
Everyone watched as I walked back to the counter and tried to reach over. There was no way! Somehow, I would have had to extend my arm over the counter and then back under the glass covering, like an elephantâs trunk curling under to reach its mouth. Even on tiptoes my hand barely made it to the other side.
âSee?â I said, jerking a hand into thin air.
Everyone turned to the cafe owner. âBut how did the sandwich get in your bag?â he asked.
Everyone turned back to me. âI . . .â My shoulders slumped. âI donât know.â My face burned mega-atomic-red.
âIâm not going to call the police,â said the cafe owner. âBut I would like to speak to your parents.â
âMumâs at the supermarket,â said Connor helpfully.
Thanks, Connor.
It was so embarrassing. The owner made me sit out the back, scowling at the stupid sandwich on the bench beside me, waiting for Connor and Mum.
After a while, my face stopped burning quite so hot, and something began to nag at my mind.
Even though I hadnât taken the sandwich, I had the uneasy feeling that this was a weird kind of punishment I deserved. Maybe it was happening because of what Iâd done two weeks earlier â something so bad that I still felt sick just thinking about it.
When Mum turned up with Connor, her face was bright red too. She glanced at me, then started babbling to the owner and pushing a ten-dollar note into his hands.
My heart sank. Thanks a lot, Mum. Thanks for sticking up for me . She just assumed Iâd done it, without even asking me.
Then I realised what was happening. Mum knew what Iâd done two weeks earlier. So why should she be on my side now? I wasnât her âgood little Jamieâ anymore. Since that day two weeks ago, everything had been different.
In fact, stealing a sandwich was nothing compared to what I had done.
At one point, Mum leaned in to the owner and whispered, âWe have some issues going on at home.â
I closed my eyes and wished I could disappear. Please donât tell him what I did. Please donât tell him . . .
When I opened my eyes, they were both looking at me. The owner had his head tilted to the side, as if he felt sorry for me.
I gulped and tried to stop looking guilty.
âNever again, okay?â said the cafe owner, and wiggled a fat finger from