Itâs all over the shop.â
Dad skids his bike into the sheds. Heâs back from coachÂing the thirds and looks like heâs about to blow up.
âUh-oh,â I say to Penny as we tinker with a few minor changes to our seats, the boat out on slings. âWatch this.â
âYou take strongest rowers out of boat and replace them with novice?â says Dad to Westie, who is looking at crew footage on his iPad as his crew washes down their boat.
âGood morning to you too, Vasile.â
Dad points at Sam, whoâs quietly circling the boat with a big yellow sponge.
âThis boy fit, yes. He has talent, yes. But technique? Not as good as Cristian or Adam. He needs more time in second boat. Is too early for him.â
Sam looks embarrassed. He stops cleaning and listens in.
âItâs not about technique, Vas. Itâs about potential.â
âMy son has potential. Why else would he be on scholarship?â
âHeâs also unfit, unmotivated and overweight.â
âWe see. He show you.â
âIn case you hadnât noticed, Iâm the coach of the firsts. Itâs my decision whoâs in and whoâs out. And this boy,â says Westie, motioning to Sam, âhas the potential to go all the way to Olympic gold medals. Donât tell me you donât see that too.â
âI see heâs not ready,â says Dad.
âI see a parent who needs to take a step back,â says Westie.
The two of them eye each other in cold silence. Dad puts his hands up and takes an exaggerated step backwards.
âFine. Donât come crying to me when you lose Head of River.â
The seconds come in and I wait for Adam to get ready for school so we can go in together. I need to see heâs all right. As he walks over to me I notice heâs not wearing red socks anymore. Heâs already been stripped of that first crew honour.
âHi Leni,â he says. As if this is any morning. Not the morning after last night.
âHow are you?â
âFine,â he says with a tight smile. âA bit tired.â
âReally? Are you okay to row?â
Heâs wearing the dorky straw hat thatâs part of our school uniform. Tipped at an angle, it hides his injury perfectly. I want to tell him not to pretend thereâs nothing wrong.
âYeah. No worries.â
âIâm worried,â I say.
I reach for his arm and he lets me look him in the eye for precisely three seconds, all the hurt and pain from last night bubbling up. Then he puts the fake smile back on.
âI have a plan to get Cris and I back into the firsts. Youâll see. It wonât be long. Come on. Iâll treat you to an egg and bacon roll from the deli. To say thanks for last night.â
Just like that, Adam is back in control. All the frayed bits pulled together with his pressed blazer and perfectly aligned tie. He holds my hand and laces our fingers so tightly itâs uncomfortable. I wiggle my fingers free and put my arm around his waist.
âEgg and bacon roll and a chai latte.â
âDeal,â he says, leaning in and kissing my neck lightly.
Cristian
Adamâs waiting for me in the common room at recess. Both of us are still stinging from our training row with the seconds. The crew might have been hot stuff last week, but with two new rowers in the middle of the boat, everyone has to find their feet again. We were out of sync and didnât get their in-jokes.
âLetâs walk, Poppa.â
Adam steers me out the school gates to the street.
âHey man, is your head feeling okay?â I ask.
Adam has hidden his wound under his school hat, but I still know itâs there. Underneath all the school-prefect, straight-A front, he seems unhappy. Stressed.
âI donât want to talk about that.â
âSure?â
âPositive.â
This is how it was with Adam. He was the leader and I was the puppy dog.
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