thunk the foil covered pan onto the counter. I slice brisket as he poursâ glug, glug, glug âwhile Mario boops and beeps from the living room. My grandfather didnât seem particularly surprised to see Luke, but Iâm sure Iâll get the third degree later.
I steal a glance at Luke as I plop three slices of brisket on a plate. Heâs wearing a thermal Henley and snug jeans, wornAdidas, muscles I still canât quite believe are there (he was pathetically scrawny as a kid). He keeps his dark hair short these days, hugging his scalp. I get the impression he thinks it makes him look tougher. Maybe it does, I donât know. The planes of his face do seem sharper, though. Although the long, black lashes kinda kill the effect.
Intense, dark eyes meet mine; one brow lifts. Heat rising in my face, I duck back into the fridge for leftover peas, noodles, thinking I canât remember the last time I had a man in my kitchen. Had a man standing in my kitchen. That there was a man standing in myâ¦oh, never mind.
I donât get out much, can you tell?
Silence blankets the room, more pungent than the aroma of rewarmed brisket. Luke sips his juice, watching me, as I remove my delayed dinner from the microwave, carry it to the table in the pumpkin-orange kitchen I keep threatening to repaint, one of these days. I hear Lukeâs glass clunk onto the counter, our unspoken thoughts stretching between us like tightropes neither of us dares to cross.
âYouâre uncomfortable,â he says softly.
âA little, maybe.â
âMe, too.â
I carefully cut my meat, fork in a bite, chew, swallow. Iâm too hungry to not eat, even though I donât really want to. This weird, three-way friendship between him and Tina and me is based, if nothing else, on our being able to trust each other implicitly. That confidences are inviolate. We only have one ruleâthat the only secrets we keep from each other are those that would do more harm than good to reveal.
A rule I find I like less and less as time goes on.
âSo youâre really not gonna tell me what she said.â
I get up to get a glass of milk. âIâm really not.â
âOkay, then howâs about I tell you how things look from my perspective, and you can just nod if Iâm getting warm.â I return to the table with my milk, which I nearly spill when he says, âShe wants out of the marriage, doesnât she?â
âWhat? No! Ohmigod, Lukeââ I crash into my chair. âWhere on earth is this coming fromâ?â
Leo ambles into the kitchen, gives me a hard look. âYou okay? I thought I heard you scream.â
âThat was hardly a scream, Leo, sheesh.â But heâs already spotted the Oxford box. âWhatâs in there?â
âÃclairs. Take one.â
He undoes the box, grinning at me and winking at Luke. âThen make myself scarce, right?â
âThatâll do.â
Chuckling, he gets a plate down from the cupboard, lifts out one of the éclairs. He nods his head in my direction but says to Luke, âYou think she looks run-down?â
âLeo, for Godâs sakeââ
âYeah,â Luke says, eyeing me. âI do.â
âSeeâ¦â My grandfather licks his fingers as he looks at me. âHe agrees with me, youâre working too hard.â
This would be an opportune moment to point out I probably wouldnât look so run down if everybody would a) give me a chance to get dinner at dinnertime and b) leave me the hell alone and stop looking to me as their own private Ann Landers or whichever one it is thatâs still alive. But Iâm too damned tired to go there.
While Pops takes foreeeeever to get a glass of milk, he and Luke talk about his work, local politics, some firehouse that had to be gutted because rats had taken it over, the Knicks. I eat and silently seethe, two things Iâm extremely
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