can stay away now they can leave us alone now. But I know they wonât. But they donât know me though. What I would do. What I would do if I ever knew that they were coming here to get my baby Dennis I would take him and put him on my bike the one that my dad left for me in my room at night the bike that is tougher and faster than anything and that nobody or no thing can touch me when Iâm on it. Iâd take my baby Dennis and Iâd put him in the front of a milk crate wrapped in a heavy blanket just like Eliot and E.T. in the movie weâd touch our fingers together they would glow and Iâd pedal hard and he would make the bike fly so we couldnât be caught and I know Joanne would let me do it.
Weâd be up there away from everybody my heart would glow right through my skin right through my shirt and the baby Dennisâs would too because weâre just like in E.T. the same heâs just like me and Iâm just like him all connected up he feels everything I feel I feel everything he feels he feels everything I feel.
And Iâd ride him all the way up to the star that both of us are always looking at out the window is what I would do.
GIMP
When the orders eventually changed from âJoanne, dammit, you stay in this house and take care of your brotherâ to âJoanne, dammit, would you get that Davey up and out of the house for a change,â Joanne was out the door like a heat-seeking missile, with Davey in tow.
She introduced him to her friends, who actually didnât do much more with their time than Davey did, but they did it outside and in a large group. They spent their weekends and afternoons hanging out draped all over one another, boys and girls mostly ages twelve to fifteen, just like a pride of heat-prostrated lions, on the porch of a family whose parents seemed to be nonexistent and whose daughter Celeste was more or less the groupâs leader. Joanne was scared, bringing her little brother to this place, but he was hers, and they were hers, so she was going to do it.
The problem was whenever somebody brought along a new hanger, the first order of business was typically to give him a beating before letting him stay. But that wouldnât be a problem this time. Davey was just a kid, too young for that kind of stuff. And he was so sweet and no trouble to nobody. He was Davey. Anyway, not while Joanne was around. No way.
Big old Celeste, who some of the kids called âBrutusâ when she wasnât in earshot, came right toward Davey the first time Joanne brought him around. âYo, Jo, whoâs the gimp?â she said, getting it started.
There was nothing wrong with Davey, not really. Nothing physical. Nothing outside of a few too many hours spent alone. Lately in front of a TV of course, or on his bike riding furiously to nowhere, talking to no one, stopping for nothing, until heâd gone out ten, fifteen, twenty miles and only the fading light told him it was time to come back. The glaze came from not talking enough to other human beings. The prominent forehead and the heightâDavey was, at nine, already five feet six inchesâcame from his father, Sneaky Pete. The crooked Prince-Valiant-meets-Julius-Caesar haircut that exaggerated it all was courtesy of Lois. âGoddammit, Davey, you look like a sheepdog, staring out of that bangwork, and you havenât got the brains to even brush it out of your way.â So, one big snip. The overall look was a mistake, was all, too much head, too much height, too much quiet, too much dumb sweet. Just an unfair, unfortunate mistake.
âHeâs my brother,â Joanne said coolly. âAnd he ainât no gimp.â
âYou never said nothinâ about havinâ no half-wit at home.â Celeste laughed, making others laugh too.
But Joanne knew how quickly, in a circle like hers, the casual remark became the permanent identity, so she did what she had to do. She walked