correct?â
âYup,â says PJ.
âSplendid,â he says.
As we drive, a cityâKendra says a name I canât in any way reproduce, âBan-yar-museenâ â passes in the distance and I watch its skyline roll by, surrounded by waving trees and scummy clouds. Everything about this place, even the city out my window, feels new and crazy, like none of it fits right and I donât belong here. Maybe itâs the jet lag and the rain getting me down, but itâs like everythingâs happening too fast, like weâre running headfirst into a totally nut-bar situation where peopleâs lives are on the line, and are supposed to accept it. And I think about my dad. I feel lousy about lying to him, and if I hadnât, Iâd still be at home.
Itâs too much. All I ever wanted to do was play basketball and chase deer.
Chapter Five
Kendra
O bviously, our current situation is dire. With that said, I cannot help but think of how lucky we are to get opportunities like this.
Indonesia is as we speak transitioning from its dry season to its rainy season, which lasts throughout the winter, resulting in a sky dark with a massive gray Cumulus Arcus cloud. Out my window, the skyline of Banjarmasin shines over the thick green canopy of trees, looking both old world and ultramodern simultaneously. Part of me wants to tell our driver to get off at the next exit, take us through the busy streets, get us bowls of the local cuisine (Iâm almost positive itâs a tripe dish hereâcooked intestinesâbut given what Iâve seen as a Gravedigger, I think I could handle it), and maybe escort us to the nearest Buddhist temple, where we could pray to the powers that be for good karma on this upcoming mission.
Thereâs no time, Kendra . This isnât a research trip. You are not here to learn, or teach, or discover. A man has kidnapped your friend and may feed her to monsters. It might be your job to kill him .
As I think it, a shudder runs down my spine, and I watch Ian staring out his window, PJ with his eyes closed and his breaths measured. No one has mentioned this yet. If I had to guess, Iâd posit that none of us are prepared to confront it. So far, being a Gravedigger has entailed murdering monsters, returning the dead to their appropriate state. All of OâDeaâs long-distance teachings made sense in the context of battling zombies. But if Dario Savini is threatening to harm our friend or release a horde of the undead, our options may be limited. We may have to be assassins on this trip. A heartbeat will stop. I am unsure if we can handle that.
âWhatâs the game plan once we get to the cave?â asks PJ.
âThatâs where Dannyâs research ends,â I answer. âThere are apparently caves over the city that may be able to lead to it, but no one seems to know how one goes from the former to the latter.â
âAre you kidding me?â says Ian, looking amazed. âWeâre just going to these caves and hoping weâll find an entrance into Kudus?â
âWe may have to do some searching,â I say with a shrug. âWeâll have to keep an eye out for signs of Savini or OâDea having been there. If we donât see an entrance quickly, we may have to split off from the tour group and explore some less-traveled corners of this place.â
âWeâll find it,â says PJ, eyes closed, voice almost sad. He sounds so sure, but in a grave and fatalistic way (appropriate for our trip, and a helpful distractionâone).
PJ, what is going on in your head? What am I missing?
âLetâs hope,â grumbles Ian. He raises a hand and starts writing âKudusâ in the steam on the window with his fingers, his brow furrowed.
This wonât do, Kendra. You need your troops rallied. PJ may be in his quiet meditative head, but Ian canât afford to be petulant. For an adventure like this, our
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