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Michael a re busy smooching again in Michael’s room. Michael goes down and starts to suck his willy. Kevin hisses at him, “What the hell are you doing?!” “It’s called a blowjob,” Michael says and continues. Kevin thinks it is way too strange. He had thought about it before, but didn’t think one would actually do it! It felt awesome! He has a completely different feeling in his willy and thinks that Michael should also find out what it feels like. Kevin says that he wants to do it too and moves down to Michael’s willy and starts sucking it. “You have to suck it, not bite it!” Michael protests. “Get your teeth out of the way!” Kevin feels a bit silly, but then gets it right. He actually likes giving a blowjob too, and receiving it. He figures out that if they lie in a certain position, both of them can give and receive a blowjob. Afterwards they finish with a wank.
    Kevin wonders how Michael came up with the idea of a blowjob and asks him while they were getting dressed. “I don’t know. I thought about it before and now tried it and you liked it, didn’t you? It’s the same way I figured out how to wank,” Michael says.
    Kevin is surprised and asks, “Did you figure out how to wank by yourself?”
    “Yes, of course. Didn’t you?” Michael asks.
    “Eh, no. My cousin…” Kevin begins.
    “You didn’t figure that out by yourself? I was like ten or eleven…” Michael interrupts.
    “Yeah , all right, we all have a different way…” Kevin interrupts him again. He feels a bit out done by Michael. Michael is curious about how Kevin got to wank and gets ready to ask a question, but then just exhales without saying anything.
    K evin then thinks of something else he and Michael have never spoken about. He asks Michael, “Do you ever feel guilty about what we do, because sometimes I do.”
    Michael frowns and says, “No, to me it feels exciting when we are together. Why should I feel guilty about it?”
    “ Because some people think it is wrong when two guys do something sexual. What do you think?” Kevin asks.
    “Nothing. Some guys like boys and some guys like girls. There’s nothing more to it,” Michael says.
    “Do you tell anyone about it?” Kevin asks?
    “ No. It’s no one else’s business,” Michael replies.
    “And what about God?” Kevin wants to know.
    “What about God?” Michael asks.
    “I’ve been readi ng up on the matter. There is a lot of information on the internet,” Kevin says.
    “On the internet? ” Michael says and begins to laugh. He says, “If you put the word gay, all you see is porn! How did you find any information?”
    “ Porn is not my thing, but I figured it out. I’m serious here,” Kevin says firmly. “Some people say it is OK, but far more seem to say that it is wrong and that we will go to hell. And there’s Mr Van Kerken who never seems to stop his moaning about gays, and Lady Gaga and all things evil,” Kevin says.
    “Oh, that asshole! I’m so glad I don’t have class with that idiot anymore,” Michael says.
    “But don’t you respect your teachers?” Kevin asks.
    “Not all of them. Come on, we have some stupid teac hers who don’t know much. Mr Van Kerken is one of them. He is supposed to teach history and he doesn’t do that well. What is there to respect?” Michael says.
    Kevin i s surprised at Michael’s attitude and exclaims, “But we have to respect our teachers!”
    Michael shakes his head , showing doubt, and says, “OK, maybe we have to respect them. But we don’t have to believe every word they say. He’s a nutcase!” Michael sighs, “OK, let’s talk about this, because you begin to worry me. I never realized you had problems with this. Some say that we choose to be like this, right?”
    “Yes ,” Kevin says.
    “So when did you choose to like boys and not girls?” Michael asks.
    “I don’t remember. Actually, I never did. It kind of just happened with some weird feelings with my cousin,” Kevin