started closing the door.
âWait,â I said, pushing it open against her.
âHey. Dejame. Puta. Get out.â The girlâs voice rose in a shriek.
âPlease, is there anyone else you can ask? Someone who might remember who used to live here?â
But the girl had totally lost it. She was screaming at me now. Lots of Spanish words I didnât understand.
âNo se,â she shouted. âI donât know.â She slammed the door shut.
I blinked. I could sense a few of the other doors open further down the corridor. People nosing outside to see what all the noise was about. There was a shuffling of feet as they turned and went inside.
I looked up at Jam.
âGuess thatâs it,â he said.
âExcuse me, darlinâ.â
I looked round. An old lady in the apartment opposite had appeared at her door. She was stooped over with age, and the skin on her face and arms was wrinkled in folds like fine paper.
âDid I hear you askinâ for Sonia?â she said âSonia Holtwood?â
âYes.â I looked at her eagerly. âDo you know her? Did she used to live here?â
The old lady stared at me with bright, hard eyes. âOh yes,â she said. âShe was only here a short time, but I used to babysit her little girl.â
13
Bettina
The lady said her name was Bettina.
âHow dâyaâall know Sonia, then?â she said.
âItâs not . . . I mean . . .â I stammered, reluctant to tell a stranger my story.
But Bettina guessed. âYouâre never Soniaâs little girl?â she said.
I nodded, my face flushing.
Bettina clasped her crooked twig-fingers together in delight. âSaints alive! I never thought . . . Well come in, come in.â
She ushered us into her little apartment, chattering like a bird. âSo whereâs your mama? Whereâdâyâall get that accent?â
I sat on the edge of a fussily patterned chair. It clashed with the carpet and the curtains. The sort of thing Mum hated.
âI was adopted when I was three,â I said awkwardly. âI live in Britain. Iâm trying to find out about Sonia because, because . . .â My voice died away. Apart from the sound of a ticking clock the room was silent.
Because she knows where Iâm from. She knows where I belong. Because I think she stole me from my real family
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Bettina stared at me with sad eyes. âAdopted? Poor child,â she whispered.
I looked round, embarrassed by her sympathy. There were cushions on the seats and little ornaments on every shelf. It was kind of homey. I wondered if Iâd ever crawled over the sofa when I was little.
Bettina went off to make some tea. A few minutes later she came back in, a tray of cups and saucers rattling in her hands. Jam jumped up and dashed over to her. âLet me take that,â he smiled. He set the tray on a low table in front of one of the sofas.
âCharminâ,â Bettina nodded approvingly at him. âWhat lovely British manners.â She sat down on the sofa.
âWhen did you last see her?â I said.
Bettina leaned forward and slowly arranged the cups on the saucers. âShe only stayed here a few weeks. Anâ it was a long, long time ago. Ten, eleven years maybe. People do that now. Come anâ go. No roots.â
âSo . . . so what was she like?â I said.
Bettina looked down. I noticed her ears were pierced. The long earring was dragging the hole in her earlobe down.
âSonia was very private,â she said slowly. âShe didnât want people knowinâ her business. I probâly wouldnât evenremember her if it wasnât for you. She never told me anythinâ about herself. To be truthful anâ all â I hope you donât mind me sayinâ â she didnât seem the motherly type.â
Bettina poured the tea, then set the teapot down with a sigh. âI didnât see much
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