motherâs voice, though. I feel something damp on my cheek and wonder if Iâm crying because my motherâs gone, even in my dreams.
âWhy did you sleep with your clothes on?â
I blinked at the daylight, then quickly looked around for the ghost. Carleton was the only one in the room, sitting cross-legged on his bed and squeezing his red stuffed tyrannosaurus. âYouâre all wrinkled,â he added.
I looked down at my sweatshirt and jeans. He was rightâthey made me look like a prune.
Feeling a lump near the end of the bed, I pulled the squashed green stegosaurus out from underneath the covers (how in the world did it get down there?), climbed out of bed, and stumbled toward the bathroom. I couldnât believe I hadnât woken up in time to run.
I could go out and run now, but I felt too exhausted. It was as if Iâd lived a whole life in the nightâsomeone elseâs life, in a farmhouse, with a sister who laughed. I didnât know where the snow and the cribbage boards and the card games fit into that life. I didnât even know whose life it was. Could the ghost haunt my dreams now?
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There was no sign of the Hambricks when I got downstairs and the van had disappearedâmaybe they all went to church. There was also no sign of Dad, and I didnât want to look for him. I was afraid Iâd find out heâd gone with them. I made a fresh peanut butter and marmalade sandwich for breakfast and headed out onto the porch.
The ghost was standing in the backyard, floating just above the patch of poison ivy. âThis yard needs tending if you expect to put in any crops,â he said, his tone disapproving. âIs this what you meant when you said you needed help also?â
I dropped my sandwich and stumbled back inside, but the ghost was suddenly beside me in the hallway.
âRedâlisten to me. I know you can hear me. I need to know about my family. You can understand that, canât you? All I need is a little helpâthen you can forget you ever saw me.â
I understoodâbut how could I help him? I headed into the kitchen and was surprised to see Nicole at the refrigerator, pouring herself a glass of apple juice.
âWhat is this, return of the living dead?â she asked, looking me over as she sipped her juice.
A brisk breeze suddenly swirled around the wind chimes, setting the butterflies and hummingbirds pealing at full volume. Nicole almost dropped her glass.
âMake it stop!â she shouted.
I swiped my hand at the chimes, tangling them, then jerked the window down. The racket level dropped as if Iâd hit the volume control on a remote.
I turned and saw tears in Nicoleâs eyes.
âSo whatâs with all the wind chimes?â I asked, looking away.
She set the glass down and swiped at her eyes. âMom ⦠always liked them,â she said softly. âShe told me she liked the precision of the notes in the wind and the fun shapes the chimes come in. Daddy knew it, and heâd look for new chimes he thought would make her smile. Weâd go together to flea markets or novelty stores, and heâd see something and show it to me. âDo you think Mom would like this one?â heâd ask. Then heâd buy it for her.â
Her voice quavered, and Nicole picked up the glass and took a long drink. âAfter he died, Mom and I were going through the things in his workshop, and we found all these boxes of chimesâmore than a dozenâthat he hadnât even given her yet. She sat down on a stool and cried. Then she hung the chimes upâeverywhere. I hate them! I wouldnât let her hang any of them out on the porch, because thatâs my place to sit. But sheâs put them everywhere else.â
She glanced at me, then quickly looked away. âHaving them all up means heâs never coming back,â she said.
I didnât know how to tell her I
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