trowel on the table just like that.â Lucy points to an old marble table in the garden, a trowel on top of it. Nearby, beneath a pittosporum, is freshly dug earth covered by broken pieces of pottery.
âA finch,â Scarpetta says.
Lucy sits next to her and says, âSo it appears Bentonâs not coming for the weekend. When he is, you always have a long grocery list on the counter.â
âCanât get away from the hospital.â The small, shallow pond in the middle of the garden has Chinese jasmine and camellia petals floating in it like confetti.
Lucy picks up a loquat leaf knocked down from a recent rain, twirls it by the stem. âI hope thatâs the only reason. You come back from Rome with your big news and whatâs different? Nothing that I can tell. Heâs there, youâre here. No plans to change that, right?â
âSuddenly youâre the relationship expert?â
âAn expert on ones that go wrong.â
âYouâre making me sorry I told anyone,â Scarpetta says.
âIâve been there. Itâs what happened with Janet. We started talking about commitment, about getting married when it finally became legal for perverts to have more rights than a dog. Suddenly, she couldnât deal with being gay. And it was over before it began. And not in a nice way.â
âNot nice? How about unforgivable?â
âI should be the unforgiving one, not you,â Lucy says. âYou werenât there. You donât know what itâs like to be there. I donât want to talk about it.â
A small statue of an angel that watches over the pond. What it protects, Scarpetta has yet to discover. Certainly not birds. Maybe not anything. She gets up and brushes off the back of her skirt.
âIs this why you wanted to talk to me,â she says, âor did it just happen to pop into your mind while I was sitting here feeling awful because I had to euthanize another bird?â
âItâs not why I called you last night and said I need to see you,â Lucy says, still playing with the leaf.
Her hair, cherrywood-red with highlights of rose-gold, is clean and shiny and tucked behind her ears. She wears a black T-shirt that shows off a beautiful body earned by punishing workouts and good genetics. Sheâs going somewhere, Scarpetta has a suspicion, but sheâs not going to ask. She sits down again.
âDr. Self.â Lucy stares at the garden, the way people stare when they arenât looking at anything except whatâs bothering them.
Itâs not what Scarpetta expected her to say. âWhat about her?â
âI told you to keep her close, always keep your enemies close,â Lucy says. âYou didnât pay attention. Havenât cared that she disparages you every chance she gets because of that court case. Says youâre a liar and a professional sham. Just Google yourself on the Internet. I track her, forwarded her bullshit to you, and you barely look at it.â
âHow could you possibly know whether I barely look at something?â
âIâm your system administrator. Your faithful IT. I know damn well how long you keep a file open. You could defend yourself,â Lucy says.
âFrom what?â
âAccusations that you manipulated the jury.â
âWhat courtâs about. Manipulating the jury.â
âThat you talking? Or am I sitting with a stranger?â
âIf youâre hog-tied, tortured, and can hear the screams of your loved ones being brutalized and killed in another room, and you take your own life to escape their fate? Thatâs not a goddamn suicide, Lucy. Thatâs murder.â
âWhat about legally?â
âI really donât care.â
âYou sort of used to.â
âI sort of didnât. You donât know whatâs been in my mind when Iâve worked cases all these years and often found myself the only advocate for the
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