and pushed her hair away from her face. âJust like in the movies, weâre on the run from the mob!â
âThatâs enough, Skye!â her motherâs voice rose. âI donât want to hear any more of this ridiculous talk. Do you hear me? No more.â
Tears flooded Skyeâs eyes, and she flopped back to the mattress, rolling onto her side and turning her back to her mother. âForget it. Just go away. After all, I need my rest. â
Claire sighed. âYour father wasnât a nice man, honey. And his familyâ¦â Her words faltered, and she drew what sounded to Skye like a careful breath. âIâll only say that Iâm glad theyâre out of our lives forever. Thatâs why I donât like to talk about them.â
Heart pounding, Skye turned and looked at her mother. âWhat do you mean, he wasnâtâ¦nice? Did he, you knowâ¦did he hit you?â
Her mother hesitated, then nodded. âYes.â
âOh.â Skye caught her bottom lip between her teeth, the pressure in her head almost unbearable. âDid heâ¦hit me?â
âNo. Butââ She bent and cupped Skyeâs face in her palms. âWhen we were with him, I was afraid for you.â
Skye swallowed hard. âIs that why you wonât even tell me where I was born?â
âYes. Iââ Claire sighed again and bent her forehead to Skyeâs. âTrust me, sweetheart. When youâre older, Iâll tell you more.â
âPromise?â
She nodded, then smiled. âOur soupâs probably boiled over by now. Iâd better check it.â
Skye caught her motherâs hand. âMom? Do you ever wonder what itâd be like to haveâ¦you know, a real family? To live in one place and notâ¦â
Her words trailed off at the sadness in her motherâs eyes.
âYes,â Claire answered softly. âSometimes I wish that with all my heart. This isnât the life I wanted for you. Itâs not the way I wanted you to grow up.â Her eyes filled with tears. âI didnât haveââ
Her throat closed over the words, and she cleared it. âI didnât have that growing up and I always thought how nice it would be.â
Her mother had been an orphan. Skye couldnât imagine that. She couldnât imagine not having her mother. She would die without her. Feeling guilty for having brought up the subject, she hugged her. âIâm sorry, Mom. Iâm sorry I bugged you aboutâ¦you know.â
âYes, I know.â Her mother stroked her hair again. âSometimes the truth hurts, baby. Sometimes itâs better not to know the truth.â
Skye tipped her head back and met her motherâs eyes. Something in them, something dark and terrifying, made her tremble. âWhat is it, Mom? What do you see?â
Her mother pressed her lips to her forehead. âItâs only the past. And the past canât hurt us as long as we make it stay there. Will you help me?â
Skye nodded, suddenly afraid. Of being alone. Of the past and the future. She clutched her mother. âDonât ever leave me. I donât know what Iâdââ
âShh.â Claire kissed her again. âSilly baby. I would never leave you. Youâre my whole life. Didnât you know that?â
Skye relaxed and smiled, remembering a game they had played when she was littleâwhen she had still believed in monsters and bogeymen and things that breathed heavily in the dark.
Every night before bed, she had asked her mother the same thing: Would you fight the monsters for me? And every night her mother had searched out and destroyed the evil things for her. Only then had Skye been able to sleep. Only then had her nightmares retreated.
She tipped her face up to her motherâs and smiled, still remembering. âWould you fight the monsters for me?â
âThe biggest and the badest.
Steven Booth, Harry Shannon