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throbbing purple end and I’m almost ready to spill my load. But I hold off while I slide my lips down her belly and untie her G-string. I bury my face in her soft curly bush. I can smell her cunt and can hardly wait to get into it, but first I let her take my hard cock in her little hands and pull it deep inside her mouth where she slides it up and down, moving the skin, while her nails rake and squeeze my balls.
    I’m nearly crazy by that time, wanting her.
    Finally, I get into her cunt and wow! it’s everything I hoped for – all juicy and slippery. I spread her legs as far apart as they’ll go and just look at that beautiful pink pussy before I come down onto it with my mouth. I reach out my tongue to lick around the soft lips and slide it in and out of her private opening. I kiss her little clit and nip at it while she squirms and wiggles her ass around under me. Then I really suck at her and I feel all hell break loose when my load comes off in her mouth and she heaves her ass up off the ground and practically drowns me with her sweet juice.
    Finally, after sucking and licking her up, I turn back and cuddle her in my arms and we go to sleep with the sun drying the sweat on our bodies.
    Often I don’t get past the part where she starts licking my cock before I come, but I really like to go all the way through. It’s like rockets going off!
    My wife and I make it together real good, but she does have some hang-ups about sex. She was reared with the idea she should “save it for your husband.” When I met her, she almost wiped out the first time I stroked her clitoris and she had an orgasm. We gradually worked into a good relationship although she is still unable to masturbate. I masturbate about once or twice a week in the shower – I don’t think she knows it. I think it would upset her if she thought she wasn’t taking care of me completely.
    Fantasy always helps me enjoy sex more and to enjoy masturbation. My wife says she doesn’t need fantasy – that I am all she needs for good sex (notice that this still is part of the idea “save it for your husband”). In fact, she hardly Nancy Friday
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    glanced at your two books. She actually does use fantasy because after reading a porno book on sex, she will be as hot as hell.

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    Sharing and Living
    Out Fantasies

    Perhaps the greatest misconception about sexual fantasies is that they are suppressed wishes. This confusion between thought and deed is evident in Leon’s first words (below). He says he fears he might be “perverted” in actuality because he imagined having a homosexual experience and sharing his wife with another man. “I think, therefore I am” may have been true fof Descartes; it is not for fantasy.
    Out of this confusion is born the urge to share our fantasies with our lovers. “Since this is how I really am, you should know, and I’d feel better if you knew.” The subse-quent step, of course, is to put these “suppressed wishes” into action. After all, once you’ve taken the plunge and shared the fantasy in words, isn’t it cowardly or puritanical not to experience what you “really” always wanted? No.
    An intense inner life is a form of power, a way of defining identity, keeping a place where you live. Some fantasies are best kept forever to yourself. Others? Well, presumably you know your lover well; you know how much he/she wants to hear about what goes on in your secret mind. Even more caution should be taken in deciding which fantasies might well be lived out.
    First of all, you have to decide why you want to tell your fantasy. It could simply be for a heightened sexual experience. However, the desire often contains the hope of reversing old hurts. The conflict with parents was how to have a sexual life while retaining their love. The solution was to keep the erotic self hidden. In reaction, now we want to say to our mate, “If you love me, you will accept these bizarre erotic ideas of mine, and not get hurt or angry

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