asked as we made
our way down the front yard pathway, dogs at our
heels.
I followed her gaze. My mother’s Brillo Pad
head was clearly silhouetted behind the frosted
glass of my front door. She was sneaking a peek,
not too subtly, to see who was in the yard.
I chuckled. “Come meet my mom.” But by the
time we reached the house and made our way
inside, Mother was no where to be found. I
shrugged, and said, “I guess the commercial break
was over.”
After depositing our coats and boots in the
foyer, I directed Errall to the living room. It’s the
largest space in the house, meant for grand parties
of which I’ve had one or two. The centrepiece is a
gigantic, stone-covered, octagonal fireplace.
Surrounding it is a collection of couches for fire-
side chats with close friends, a grand piano for
rousing singsongs with show-tune-loving homo-
sexuals and women over a certain age, a fully
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stocked bar for that lounge-lizard atmosphere and
an empty space near the windows that sometimes
ends up being a dance floor and would soon
become home to a Christmas tree.
“Wine?” I offered as she headed for the fire-
place and I for the bar.
“You have any Scotch?”
I had some Oban I’d purchased for a special
someone who’d never come over to drink it.
“Coming right up.”
While I poured our drinks Errall expertly laid
in a small fire. Her hair was in a tidy ponytail and
she wore an oversized sweatshirt and jeans. Our
tasks done we retired to the couch.
We weren’t small talkers so as I took a first sip
of a purple and peppery Via Aurelia Cabernet I’d
poured myself I asked, “What is it? Is it Kelly?”
“Sort of. I…we need a favour.”
“Sure, anything, you know that.”
Errall glanced over at Barbra and Brutus who
had splayed themselves out with the meekness of
Penthouse models in front of the fireplace, soaking
up heat. “Actually, Barbra needs to agree to this
favour too.”
I said nothing. Barbra did the same.
“We were wondering if you two would mind
keeping Brutus for a while.”
I smiled. “Finally!” I enthused. “Where are you
going? It’s about time. Somewhere hot I hope.”
More accustomed to Barbra staying at Kelly and
Errall’s house whenever I have to be away for
work or fun, I was more than happy to return the
favour. “You and Kelly really need this after what
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you’ve been through these past months.” The
whole experience of the diagnosis and process to
remove the cancer from Kelly’s body had been
stressful on both women and their relationship.
The disease had curdled Kelly’s usual sunny dis-
position. She’d become a carbonated drink gone
flat. Even months after the surgery, Kelly seemed
to be having difficulty getting over the dismal
sense of mortality that had overcome her. Of any-
one I knew, Kelly needed to get away, have some
fun and learn to get on with life.
“Actually we’re not going anywhere.”
“Oh.” So much for that idea. “Well, you
know, sometimes just sitting at home and doing
nothing is good too. It’ll give you time to spend
together, we could…”
“Russell, just stop it!” She tried to keep her
voice down but she couldn’t hide the raw emotion
in it. And I couldn’t quite identify its source. She
sounded angry…but that wasn’t it, not really.
“Will you just take Brutus?”
“Of course,” I quickly agreed. “He’s always
welcome. I just thought it meant you were going
on a vacation.”
“I know, I know.” She sounded remorseful at
her outburst but didn’t address it. Instead she took
a healthy swallow of her alcohol and stared into
the fire. “I need a cigarette,” she said. I thought I
saw some extra fluid near her eyes but Errall is not
a weeper so I figured I had to be imagining it.
“Kelly just thinks it would be best if she didn’t
have Brutus to look after right now. She’s still not
feeling